~*When You look At me*~ A Nick/AJ story

"Alexsander James McLean, you CANNOT tell me what to do!!!!!" ***** screamd at AJ. "******* you are only 13, your not going to some bar with a guy HALF your age, he's fucking older than me!" AJ screamed. Denise, their mom was on a buisness trip. So AJ was in charge. "Alex, I'm going and you cant stop me!" ***** exclaimed grabbing her jacket. "I swear to you on everything I own, if you walk out that door, you are gonna be sorry. I know guys like that. And their nothing but trouble, please dont go." AJ pleaded with his sister. **** rolled her eyes and left. Alright, to make a LONG story short. Her and the mystery man went to a club, he got her in a 21 and over club FYI, they were having a real good time, he wanted to kiss her, and well, she didn't want to. He dragged her out of the club and slapped her. Well, guess who saw them, Brian Littrell, he was there with his girlfriend at the time Samantha Stonebreaker. Well, he screamed at the guy, the guy flicked him off and started to take *****'s clothes off. Brian ran up to them and beat the living shit out of the guy. And Samantha help ***** up. Well, thats the whole thing why she always asks AJ before she goes anywhere, he knew something was wrong but she didn't listen. "So can I Alex?" **** asked hopeful again. "Who are you going out with?" AJ asked. "Ummm, just some girls I met at rehearsals....so can I?" **** asked. "Yeah sure, be back by 11 though ok? And take your cell incase I need to call you." AJ answered. "OMG, thank you thank you thank you!" ***** exclaimed giving AJ a kiss on the cheek, Then she ran back upstairs. She decided on a black tank, light blue jean pants and black thick heel shoes.Then she was all ready, after taking a shower and doing her hair. And she had 10 minutes to spare.

Chapter 3
"Ok Alex, I'mma go outside and wait on the girls, I'll be back at 11, if I'm not, then I'll call to tell you, ok?" ***** said walking to the door. "Ok, you better, and if you dont, I'mma call you, ok?" AJ said walking to his sister at the door. "OK, bye Alex." ***** said kissing AJ's cheek. "Bye Nick!" "Bye *****!" Nick replied, his eyes still glued to the TV. **** smiled and shut the door. She waited 2 minutes before she saw Britney pull up. "Hey *****, nice outfit." Britney said, ***** got into the car. "I like yours too." **** replied. Britney was wearing a forest green colored tube top and a DARK blue jean skirt, with a few sparkels on it. Her hair crimpled down. Half way to the club ***** asked; "Ummm, I dont want JC to know who AJ is, so please dont tell him my last name, Justin too, ok?" **** asked. "Sure, no prob, I know how you feel." Britney said turning the radio up. It's BSB's new song "Drowning". "Tell AJ I loooooove this song!" Britney said singing the words. ***** laughed and watched Britney sing. "Everytime I breath I take you in, and my heart beats again, baby I cant help it, I keep Drowning in your love- and everytime I rise above, I'm swept away by love...baby I cant help it, I keep Droowning in your love..." Britney sang as she pulled into the parking lot. And parked her car. "Ready?" Britney asked. "As ready as I'll ever be!" *** said then took off her seatbelt. "I know your nervous, but dont be, their normal, regular guys. Ok?" Britney said reasurring *****. "Ok." **** said then the girls got out of the car. And walked into the club. When they entered the club they spotted Justin and JC at a quiet table in the corner...talking. The girls walked up to them. "Hey Justin." Britney said kissing her boyfriend. "Hey baby, and who is this?" Justin asked refurring to *****. "This is my new dancer ****, **** this is JC and Justin." Britney said introducing her. "Hey." Justin and JC both replied. *^*JC's POV*^* Dayuuummmm*^*End Of JC's POV*^* "C'mon Brit, lets dance!" Justin said pulling Britney on the dance floor. JC sat back down and ***** sat down. "So, ****, whats your story?" JC asked, trying to make converstation. "Ummm, I really dont have a story, I'm just a normal 18 year old!" **** said. EIGHT TEEN!!!! JC thought. "Wow, you dont look 18, but you kinda look familar, whats your last name? If you dont mind me asking." JC said. "My last name is.....uhhhhh.....Selvideski." Selvideski, WTF??? ***** thought. "Oh, I guess I'm thinking of someone else. Their was an awkward silence before JC asked **** to dance. Of course she said yes. They walked hand in hand to the dance floor and danced to; Come What May.

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love more and more
Listen to my heart
Can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change
Winter to spring
But I love you until
The end of time

They danced, and it was like sparks flying, they were attracted to eachother, it was obvious. They may have just met. But there was jsut something mysterious about Joshua Scott Chasez that **** liked. She really did like him. Even though he is much older than the girl. She really liked him.

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems
Such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with
Such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life
Doesn't seem such a waste
But our world revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song
I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until
The end of time

They danced and JC really did feel her, its like she was his soul mate, he's been searching for his whole life. Yes, she was much yonger than him. But age aint nothin but a number. They've only known eachother for a little over 3 hours. And he felt like he's known her his whole life. They continued to dance, a sweet dance.

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may
Come what may
I will love you
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems
Such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

The song ended and JC said..."Your such a good dancer." "Th..thank you, I grew up with dancing my bro....I mean sister danced like crazy all the time." **** said smiling. "Thats cool...oh look, Justin and Britney are making out.....suprise....suprise." JC said pointing to the table, not looking amused. "Ummm, wanna go out to a movie, tomarrow night?" JC asked. "Ummm, sure, but its almost 11, and I gotta get home, will you drop me off?" **** asked grabbing her MUDD purse. "Sure." JC said smiling grabbing their jackets and walking towards the EXIT.

Chapter 4
On the way to *****'s house, her and JC didn't talk much. ***** just told JC how to get to her house. When they arrived, she told JC to stop about 2 blocks away from the McLean house. Cause she wasent sure if he'd seen cribs on MTV with AJ's house on it or not. And she didn't wanna take ANY chances. JC got out of his car and opened *****'s door. "Thank you JC I had a great time." ***** said, JC smiled. "Here's my number, so you can call me tomarrow." ***** said writing her number on a tissue. "Call me around 5pm tomarrow, cuz I have dance rehearsals, ok?" **** said handing JC her number. "No prob." They both smiled. "Well, I'll talk to you tomarrow." JC said, he gave ***** a quick kiss on the cheek. **** started walking up to the stangers house, untill JC was out of site, then she started walking to her real house. About 5 minutes into her walk a black car stopped, a tall man stepped out of the car and hurried towards *****. She heard him and kept on walking, faster. "Ummmm Miss, you are soooo hot! Will you rape me?" ***** heard the voice say. If I know that voice its... she turned around and slapped the guy. "Nick! You scared the shit outta me!" ***** said outta breath. "Sorry shorty, I couldn't help myself." Nick said smiling. "Were you comming back from my house?" ***** asked standing infront of Nick. "I was, but why are you walking out here at 10:47, alone. If AJ knew about this he would kill you then kill who you went out with." Nick said looking at his watch then back at his bestfriend. "Well, the guy I went out with is JC, Britney and Justin was there too and...." **** was cut off by Nick. "Dont say anymore, you didn't want JC to see where you lived so he and AJ couldn't see eachother and so JC could stay in one piece, and yes I PROMISE I wont say a thing to Mr. McLean. Even though JC is is almost 26, not that much younger than Brian....." Nick took a deep breath and opened his car door for *****. "And I remeber 2 years ago when you had the biggest crush on Rok, AJ found out and freaked, and yall didn't talk for 2 days. You went on about how much you missed AJ and he did the same about you...so no AJ wont hear about JC from me." Nick said after he started the car to take **** home. "Thanks Nicky poo." **** smiled as she kissed Nick's cheek. About 10 minutes later they arrived at AJ and ****'s house. Nick and **** hugged bye, **** got out and went inside.

Chapter 5
"***** your five minutes late, where were you?" AJ asked just as **** walked inside. "Alex, there's a thing called traffic, stop signes and lights..." **** said taking her jacket off. "Oh Yeah, sooooo didja have a good time?" AJ asked as he followed his sister upstairs. "Yeah, it was ok, but I'mma gonna go to sleep now, I'll tell you whatever you wanna know tomarrow, ok?" **** said turning around in front of her bedroom door. "Alright, I guess U can wiat to see if you danced with the male species, goodnight sis." AJ said kissing his sisters cheek. "Goodnight Alex." **** said walking into her room and closing the door. *^*The Next Day*^* Rehearsals dragged on, everyone learned the dance routines for Britney's new song "I'm A Slave for U", and her old songs, well, ***** learned the dances to those old songs, "Baby one more time" and "Crazy." (FYI; Remember this is Feb of 2001, ****'s going to be dancing for the Europe part of the tour, then Britney's going to back into the studio to record 'Britney.' Her third cd, ok? I just wanted to clarify that. I'm A Slave for you is released in the UK, so thats why their performing it there, ok?) Rehearsals ended at 4pm. "**** you need a ride home?" Britney asked walking up to **** while she packed her gym bag. "Ummm, nope, Brian is going to pick me up." **** said smiling. "Ok, I'll see you tomarrow,ok?" Britney said giving **** a quick hug then walking out of the studio. **** grabbed her bag and water and headed out of the studio in search for her ride. About 5 minutes later Brian showed up. "Hey girly, ohhh you better put some clothes on, before AJ kicks your ass." Brian said smiling as *** got in. "*laughing* Thanks Bri. And Thanks for picking me up. I forgot Nick actually has a life, taking Alex's money over football games." *** smiled. "Yep, but everyone's over at your guys' house. We're all going out tonight, and AJ said your comming too." Brian said turning the corner. "Damn! I cant, I have plans!" **** said frustrated. "What kind of plans...?" Brian asked cruiosly. "Ummmm, I...I'm going out tonight with some girls for rehearsals, ya know Britney and a couple other girls." ***** said trying not to let Brian know she's lying to him. Brian could always read straight through her...but not this time. "Well, just tell him you've got plans, I'm sure he wont mind." Brian said stopping at a red light. "C'mon asshole! Green means go!" Brian yelled flicking the guy off and honking his horn. **** chuckled. Brian is always so impatient... She thought. "Brian...please dont tell me that Tammy is there?" **** asked. "Ok, I wont tell you that she is there...." Brian said turning the corner onto their street. "Fuck me!" **** yelled. Tammy is AJ's girlfriend. **** can always read straight through people. And she hated Tammy from the first time AJ said 'This is my girlfriend, Tammy.' Tammy is 100% fake. From her flat stomache to her fake nose. ***'s like that she can tell by just looking at someone at what their really like. Whenever Tammy wanted somthing she'd ask AJ and he'd go running. Get this, she's an up and comming actress too, go figure? But of course AJ is too blind to see through that bitch. About 2 minutes later they pulled into the driveway. "**** you know AJ's totally in love with Tammy, so try and be nice to her, please?" Brian asked. "I cant promise nothing." **** said getting out of Brian's car and walking up to her house. Brian right behind her. When she walked inside she saw, Nick, Howie, his girlfriend Mara, Kevin, his wife Kristin, AJ, and the bitch Tammy and Leighanne, Brian's wife. "Hey everyone." ***** said smiling at everyone BUT Tammy. "Hey sis, how was rehearsals?" AJ asked walking up to his sister. While Tammy glared at **** and AJ. Of course she was jealous that they were so close. But their brother and sister...duh! "It was fine." **** said smiling at her brother. Everyone else stayed quiet, they knew what was about to go down. "I'll be right back, I'm gonna go get a soda." AJ said walking into the kitchen. "Hello ****." Tammy said with her french accent and with a smug smile. "Hello whore. Woops I mean Tammy." **** said with a superficial smile as well. "What did you say little girl?" Tammy said. "Dont get your panties in a wade, I just called you a whore. Because number 1, its true, and number 2, hmmm there is no number 2." *** said with a hollywood smile. "I am not a whore, your just jealous!" Tammy stated flicking her hair towards *****'s way. "*Laughing* *Out of breath* o...Of what? your fake nose, your fake boobs, your lyposuction, honey, I'm all real, why would I be jealous of you?" ***** asked. Still laughing. Under Tammy's breath she said something in french. After they heard what Tammy said, Brian, Nick, Howie and Kevin started laughing so hard! "Sweetie, I'm not a bitch. Make sure before you say something in a different language that I didnt take that in highschool." **** replied. "Well its true, spoiled brat!" Tammy said. "I'm not spoiled and I hate your stupid nappy self! Go to hell dumb bitch! You fucking cheat on my brother twice, use him to get famous and you know I could kick your ass now, but I have better things to do! Skanky whore!" *** exclaimed. Everyone in the room room were either really quiet or speaking under their breath. Before Tammy could respond, AJ walked back into the living room. "**** you have no right talking to Tammy that way, I love her, and she promised not to do anything like that to me again." AJ said putting his arm around Tammy. "Alexsander James McLean!" **** yelled. Everyone in the room knew AJ was in for it now. *** only used his full name when she was really pissed. "She is a freaking slut! I hate her more than I hate anyone! AJ kiss my ass! I cant believe you...UGH!!!!!!!" **** yelled. "DONT YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT!" AJ yelled back. "Do yourself a favor Alexsander, SHOVE IT! I'm tired of your bullshit!" **** yelled running upstairs an slamming her room. Of course AJ followed her. When he got to her door, he heard her singing on the top of her lungs, NSyncs, 'See right through you."Look into my eyes tell me what you see, I see a man who thought you loved me you played me like a fool but I see right through you, I look into your eyes I'll tell you what I see I see a girl who made game on me thought you had me fooled but I see right through you!" **** screamed for the world to hear. AJ shook his and head and went downstairs to get Nick. She always listened to him, as soon as everyone saw AJ comming back down, they all said in unision "NSync?" AJ shook his head, and Nick went upstairs to talk to *****.

Chapter 6
"*knocks on the door* Sweetie, can I come in?" Nick asked through the closed door. "Yeah, its unlocked....*Nicks Walks in* If Alex's head wasent up his ass he could've tried and opened the door." **** said smiling. "Well AJ is a dumbass, but anyway, why'd you have to start with Tammy, she only said hi..." Nick said sitting on ****'s bed. "Yeah, but didja see what she's wearing, damn Nicky, she's a fucking whore. Why cant Alex just believe it? She slept with more guys then Bill Clinton sleeps with girls!" ***** exclaimed pacing back and forth. "But your fighting with AJ, and you both are miserable all the time you argue, just dont say nothing to Tammy....ok?" Nick said sitting **** down. "Nick, I cant help it!!! I hate her!! So what your taking her side now? Gosh! You are such a guy!" **** said in frustration. "I try...*Nick Smiled-* **** glared* Anyway, just dont even look at her, ok?" Nick said trying to calm **** down. "Fine! You can tell Alex I'm ok now, but I have to call someone, ok?" ***** said walking Nick to the door. "Alright." Nick said as **** pushed him out of her room. Now, JC better hurry can call...Damn! I should've gotten his number. **** thought holding her phone in her hand. About 2 and half minutes later he called. "Hey JC, hummmm, ok, how about I meet you there, ok? No, its fine, ok, bye!" **** said as she hung the phone up...Now something to wear... **** thought raiding her closet. She decided on a pink tank, and a long navy blue skirt. After she picked out her outfit, she decided to take a shower. ***MeanWhile*** "So, she's not pissed off anymore?" AJ asked Nick. "No, she's ok, she's probably taking a shower now or somethin..." Nick answered. "Oh yeah, Bone, she's not comming tonight, she said she's goin out with some girls from rehearsals." Brian said to AJ from his spot on the couch. "Well, thats cool...I guess, but did she say where she's going?" AJ asked from his spot on the chair. "Nope, she didn't tell me." Brian said, then everyone looked at Nick. "What?!" Nick exclaimed feeling uneasy. "Nicky, that girl tells you everything, I know you know where she's going, and if there are guys going too." Howie said. "There better not be any guys, thats all I gotta say, but I dont want her going to any clubs anymore...she'll lie to me if they are going to a club, so Nick where's she going?" AJ asked. "I dont know! She did even tell me they were going somewhere, ask her, there she is." Nick said pointing to **** from the top of the stairs. Tammy and *** shared eveil glares, but ****, being nice, kept her mouth shut. "Hey girly, where are you going tonight? Where are you going thats soooooo important that you cant come out with us??" Kevin asked. "For your info, I'm going to the movie with a couple of friends, ok? Not a big deal....Alex, I need to borrow your car." **** said holding her hand out for the keys. "You wouldn't need to borrow one of my cars if you'd let me buy you one...." AJ said trailing off, getting his keys. "Alex, you know I dont take handouts, *under breath* But your slut does...." *** said grabbing AJ's keys. "Bye everyone, and Tammy!" **** said leaving before AJ could respond. She got into AJ's new white mustang. She got inside, started the car and headed to the Itailian place, "Antonio's", she followed the directions JC gave her and about 30 minutes later she arrived. She parked and went inside. "Hi, I'm meeting someone here." **** said the guy behind the podium thing. "Last name please?" He asked with an itailian accent. "Chasez, I think." **** responded. "Ahhh, yes madam, he arrived less than 10 minutes ago, Reberto, please ezcourt this young lady to table 17, in the VIP section." The man said. *** followed the waiter to the table JC was wating at. Dayum, he looks hot! **** thought. She shook the thoughts out of her head as JC stood up and pulled ****'s chair out for her. "Thank you JC." ***** said sitting down. "My pleasure, you look absolutly stunning tonight..." JC said in a daze over ****'s beauty. "Thank you JC, you look nice too." *** replied blushing. JC smiled. "Hello, my name is Randy and I'll be your waiter for tonight, would you care for something to drink?" The waiter asked, eyeing you both. "I'd like a diet coke, with lemon." **** said smiling. "I'd like a moutain dew." JC said. Randy smiled and walked off to retrieve their drinks. "So, *****, do you have any siblings?" JC asked making a convirstaion. "I have 1 older brother, he's 22, he just turned 22 in January, and a sister, she's 24" **** said taking her drink from the waiter. She had to throw something in there so JC wouldn't think of AJ. "Thats nice, ummm, after dinner, would you like to go see a movie? I mean, only if you want too?" JC asked...."Ummmm........."

Chapter 7
"Ummmmm, omg, did I just say my brother is 22?? Shit! I'm such a bitch, sorry he's 23, I cant believe I forgot how old my own brother is! I feel sooooo stupid." **** said looking down at her glass od Diet Coke. "Girl, your not a bitch, trust me, I'm bad with numbers too..." JC said trailing off. ***** smiled. "Thanks....ummm, what did you say again?" ***** asked looking at the menue deciding what she wanted to eat. "Would you like to go to a movie after dinner?" JC asked. "Sure, cuz you asked me that yesterday, remember?" **** said smiling. "I'll have the old fashioned cheeseburger and fries." **** said handing her menue to the waiter. "And for you sir?" Randy (the waiter) asked looking at JC. "I'll have the same, no pickels." JC said handing his menue to the waiter. Randy smiled and left with their orders. " Oh yeah. So, what movie would you like to see?" JC asked sipping his Moutain Dew. "OMG, I've been wanting to see Domestic Disterbance since I saw the first preview on TV last month. John Travolta is like sooo awesome! I loved him in Saturday night fever, Greese, Look whos talking....." JC cut ***** off. "Ok, I'm sold, we can see that." JC said smiling. ***** smiled back.
^*^With the Backstreet Boys^*^
Everyone was at the club "Mango" on 5th avenue. AJ was sitting down with the guys while the girls were in the bathroom. "What do you guys think ****'s doing right now?" AJ asked looking at his WATER then at the guys. They all signed. "AJ she is FINE! If she wasent she'd call, you know that. They probably went to a movie then out for pizza or something. Relax..." Brian said. "How can I relax when she lied to me, I know she's not at the movies. She lied to me, I just know it...." AJ said. Everyone looked at Nick. "What?!"
^*^With JC and *****^*^
JC and *** just finished their cheeseburgers, mind you their at an ITAILIAN resturaunt, lols. "So, you ready to go?" JC asked. "Yep." *** said smiling and she stood up. JC paid the bill and they walked outside. "So your gonna follow me right?" JC asked opening *****'s car door so she could get in. "Yep. See you there." **** said starting her car. JC smiled and walked to his black BMW and got inside. *^*10 Minutes Later*^* JC and **** arrived at the movie theater. The both parked next to eachother and they got out. They went to the boxoffice got their tickets and went inside. "Would you like anything?" JC asked. "Ummm, just a coke." **** said. JC bought ***** and him the drinks and they went in to find the auditorium where their movie was playing. They found it and quickly found two seats, cuz the beginning credits already started. *^*2 Hours Later*^* "Wow that movie was intense." **** said standing up. "I could tell, my arm is probably black and blue." JC said smiling. ***** sort of glared at JC. "Shut-up." ***** said throwing her cup away and walking to the exit. "I had a great time tonight JC." **** said stopping at their cars. "Me too..." There was an awkward silence. Then JC did it. He bent down and kissed ***** on the lips. ***** never flet nothing like that before. It was magic. She put her hand on his neck to deepen in the kiss. JC broke it and stepped back. "I'll call you tomarrow, goodnight *****." JC said. "Goodnight JC." ***** said out of breath. **** then got into her brothers car and drove home. JC did the same. All **** could think about was the kiss. She knew she felt something for JC. But the only problem was a big brother by the name of Alexsander James McLean.

Chapter 8
About 30 minutes after ***** arrived AJ got home too. He walked in the house, sort of upset about the night that was. He put his jacket on the rack and went into the living room to find his sister on the couch watching 'Legally Blonde'. "Hey sis. What time did you get home?" AJ asked his sister sitting beside her on the couch. "Hey Alex, not that long ago. You dont look to happy, whats wrong?" **** asked looking at her upset brother. "Nothing really, its Nick, the boy is back with Amanda again. I heard him talking to her on his cell when he was in the bathroom. So I got pissed off at him and I left." AJ finished. ~****'s Face Turns Red~ "I know he better not be! After what that bitch did to him?? I'm going to kick his ass. And her's! Didn't she get my threat?? Didn't she know I meant what I said about kicking her ass if she ever came around him again?" **** said standing up and pacing. "Listen girl, he'll come to his senses...someday soon hopefully. But anyways, how was your night?" AJ asked. Hopeing she wouldn't lie to him. "Ummm, it was ok. The movie was good, we saw Domestic Disturbance..." **** got cut off by AJ. "What?! You and me and Nick were suppose to see that together, we all agreed we'd see it together next week!" AJ complained. "Alex, I'll see it again with you guys. There wasent any other movies there we wanted to see." **** lied. She just really wanted to see sexy John Travolta. "Fine!" AJ announced standing up and marching to his room. "Ugh Men!"***** said falling back onto the couch. "WOMEN!" ****** heard AJ yell from his room.

~*Two Weeks Later*~

"C'mon guys, I'm only going to be gone 2 months." **** announced to the group of people surrounding her at the Orlando International airport.Britney Spears' European tour is starting and everyone (AJ, Leighanne, Rok, Howie, Nick, Kevin and Kristin) are at the airport saying their goodbyes. "Bye girl, have fun and dont get too comfy with those French guys!" Leighanne whispered in ****'s ear as they hugged. **** smiled and whispered back; "I wont." Next she hugged Kristin."I hope you have fun and strutt your stuff." Kristin said laughing. "Will do." **** smiled. "I'm next!" Announced Brian. "Have a good time and call me if you meet anybody famous, ok?" Brian said enloping *** into a huge bear hug."Alrighty Rok, luv ya." **** said. "Love you to chick"Brian said letting *** go. *** punched Brian in the arm. "Dont call me chick." She said Smiling. Next is Howie then Kevin. She hugged each one and said she'd miss them. "Well,I guess my two favorites are next." **** said trying to hold back her tears. "Hey girl, dont cry, ok?? What happened to the tuff ass bitch who kicked ManDUHs ass again Tuesday?" Nick asked laughing and hugging *****. Ok recap, Nick found out that when he got back with Amanda, she was already with someone else. Well, to make a LONG story short, ***** didn't like it. Anywayz, back to the airport. "Ok Nicky, I'll stop crying...*crying harder* but I'll miss everyone too much." ***** said hugging Nick harder. "Ok, ouch, sweetie that hurts. Anyways, if you get home sick, I'll be taking your calls anytime, ok? Just call me if you need anything, or if you need someone to visit you, I'll be there in a heart beat, ok?" Nick asked. "Ok." ***** whispered. Nick smiled at her, kissed her forehead and whispered again "Just dont call at 10pm. Thats when I'm having sex ." Nick smiled, *** rolled her eyes. Ok. They hugged one last time. After Nick let go of **** everyone walked off so that AJ and *** could have some time alone. "Hey honey, wipe those pretty eyes. Your going to be fine. Your going to blow Britin away with your dance moves, your going to be awesome. And I'll be fine without you for two months." AJ said walking **** to a seat so they could sit. "But Alex! Who's going to do your laundry? who's going to cook for you? Who's going to clean the house? Who's going to go grocery shopping? Who's going to do the dishes?" **** said crying some more. "Girl, havent you ever heard of McDonalds? Take out? And mom?" AJ said. "I guess you'll be ok." *** said looking at her brother. "I'll be fine." AJ announced pulling ***** up into a hug. "But I will miss you very much. I want you to call me as soon as you get there, ok?" AJ asked. I have to be strong, I have to be strong. AJ said to himself. When he just wanted to break down and cry. Him and ****** are SOOOO close. And if she's clear across the Atlantic, how in the hell is he suppoes to keep and eye on her? And protect her? "FLIGHT 323 TO VIRGINA NOW BOARDING." **** heard the flight attendant call. "Thats me....and everyone else." **** announced looking at Brintey with Felicia and the other dancers saying goodbye to their families. "Virginia?" AJ asked. "We're switching flights in Virginia to Germany." *** said hugging AJ one last time and she still continued to cry. "Bye Alex." ***** said. "Bye *****, call me!" AJ commanded as she picked up her back pack and walked to the gate, not looking back so she would'nt hurt more.

Chapter 9
After **** got on the plane she found her seat, next to Britney. "Hey **** you ok?" Britney asked her friend noticing she was a bit upset. "I will be." ***** replied looking out the window. Afetr the plane took off Britney decided to ask **** about her dates with JC. Since they havent talked about it much. "So, ****, how are you and JC doing?" Britney asked with a HUGE smiled spread across her face. "Well...." *** began as a smile crept across her face. "I really do like him. I havent been out with him in like two weeks, and I havent seen him either. We've talked and thats about it.Because I wanted to spend time with my mom, dogs, brother and ya know everyone else." ***** said. "Well, when we arrive at London on Wendsday, Justin is suppose to be there to visit me, maybe he'll bring JC...." Britney thought. "OMG??!?! Really!!! Oh, I mean, thats cool...." **** replied calming down. Britney just laughed. "I'll call Justin and see when we land in Virgina, ok?" Britney asked. "ok." **** replied taking out her cd player to listen to some tunes. She decided on her and AJ's favorite song by Boyz II Men, "End Of the Road".

~!2 Hours Later!~

They already arrived in Virgina, no sooner they got off one plane, they loaded onto another.

~!10 Hours Later!~

(Authors Note: I have no clue how long it takes to get to Germany from Virgina, I'm just guessing.) Most of they way the whole plane was sleeping. There was really nothing else to do, why not sleep? Anywayz, right when ***** woke up the plane landed in Frankfurt, Germany. She knew BSB's been there a million times, but she's never been there. All AJ talked about was how good the food was, lol. So everyone got their bags and everything with the help og 300 pound bodyguards, lol. And loaded up into the van and sped off to the motel. Britney wanted to share a room with ****, cuz she liked her and she wasent annoying like everyone else is. And she was tried of staying in rooms by herself. So ***** and Britney entered their room, and then started unpacking. While Britney and ***** were unpacking the phone began to ring...

Chapter 10
"I got it" Britney announced answering the phone. "Hello? OMG! Hey baaaaaaaby! How are you?? Thats great! *gasps* tomarrow, bring all the guys! Yeah, she's dying to see him! Ok, call me later. See ya at the show, byez!" Britney said excitedly as she hung the phone up. "So who was it?" **** asked emerging from the bathroom. "It was Justin, him and JC and the rest of the guys are flying out tomarrow morning and are comming to the show!" Britney announced happily. "OMG, are you serious? Damn, now I'm nervous!" **** exclaimed with butterflies in her stomache. Britney just laughed. A few minutes later you remembered you forgot to call AJ. "Fudge my nuts! I forgot to call Alex! Shit!" ***** exclaimed grabbing the phone and dialing the operator. She gave out the info and then she waited for AJ to pick up the phone. After five rings the answering machine came on. "Hey this is AJ, since the machine came on I'm either having sex, taking a shower, or sleeping. So leave a message and leave me alone!" *BEEEEEEEEP* "Alexsander James McLean, didn't I tell you not to change the message on the machine? Pick on the phone asshole." ***** said waiting for him to answer. "Hello?" AJ answered, he knew that'd piss her off, so he recorded a new message when he got home. "Alex, I hope mom does'nt call, anywayz, I' ve been here for about an hour, and I decided to call you now. How is everything? How's Nick and Brian and everyone?" **** asked homesick already. "Sweeite, everythings fine. You know if anything happens I'll call you. Dont worry about us, have a good time. A good experience while your there. Trust me, it'll go by fast." AJ said. "I guess your right, ummm, we're in Frankfurt, and yes I'll try the food." **** said laughing. "You better, or you'll be sorry. Well, honey, I g2g, I need my beauty sleep cause I have to be at the studio at 6 tomarrow morning and its already 11 here..." AJ said trailing off. "OMG, sorry Alex, I didn't realize..." "Its ok sis, I'll talk to you in a few days, nope! Call me tomarrow after the show and tell me how it went. It'll be early here, but who gives a rats ass?" AJ replied. "Ok, I love you JJ." **** said. Thats ****'s nickname for AJ, she could'nt say Alexsander or Alex when she was a baby so she called him JJ. "Bye baby girl." AJ replied as they both hung up. A couple seconds later Britney appeared in the room. "Hey girl, you wanna go with me and Billy Bob to grab a bite to eat?" Briney asked noticing you were upset. "Sure." ***** said. She grabbed her purse and left the room. They decided to eat at a place called ~~~~~ ( I dunno, I've never been to Germany, lol) After about 2 hours everyone finished eating, and it was getting late, so they decided to head back to the motel and catch some Z's. After about 20 minutes Britney, Billy Bob and **** arrived back at the Greman Marriott motel, where of course their staying. ***** and Britney went up to their room and changed and hit the sheets.*****, of course is just laying in bed, thinking about the next day, I hope I dance and look alright... She just thought rolling over, falling into a deep sleep anticipating for the night to come....where she will see, JC. And of course, AJ still has no clue

Chapter 11
The concert that night went by excellent and fast! It was soooo much fun for ***** and the whole crew. JC and Justin, Lance, Joey and Chirs and their girlfriends or whatever were all in the audience, which made **** a little more nervous than she already was. Although she wished her brother and backstreet brothers and friends could've been there too. After they played the last 2 songs "I'm a slave for you" and "Hit me baby one more time" everyone ran backstage to shower and change for a night on the town. ***** went back into her dressing room which she shared with Miranda. **** showered then Miranda, while ***** got dressed. She fixed her hair, threw all her stuff in her bag, put on a little lip gloss then headed for Britney's room where'd she'd see all the guys, and of course JC. She walked a little down the hallway then she found Brit's room. She knocked. "Come in!" She heard Britney yell. When she opened the door, she saw JC sitting in the corner on a chair, she saw Justin and Britney sitting on the small couch and the other people were on the other longer couch. "Hey ****! Umm, J, why dont you introduce her to the guys?" Britney asked looking at Stinky, lol. "Alright, ***** thats Lance and Danielle, Joey and Kristin, Chris and Michelle and I think you know JC." Justin said pointing at everyone and smiling at JC. Lance, Joey and Chris looked dumbfounded, they didn't know what was going on between ***** and JC. "Hey girl." JC said smiling and motioning for **** to come and sit next to him. She walked over there and sat down in the little space there was left on the chair. "That was a great concert, your dancing rocked." JC said moving *****'s hair away from her face. "Ummm, thanks JC." **** said in a daze. Am I really here? I cant believe this, JC looks sooo hot in that black wife beater and those khakie jeans, OMG!! **** thought looking into JC's deep blue eyes. (Authors Note: And the boy DOES have nice eyes, whew!, lol, ok back to the story.) Slowly, JC moved in and kissed ***** very sweetly and tenderly. ^^Back with the other people in the room^^ "And thats how they got together." Britney said smiling at the couple. "Thats really sweet." Danielle thought leaning back onto Lance's chest. "That is cute." Joey said smiling. ^^Back with JC and *****^^ The two were kissing for a good five minutes before they got interupted. "So who wants to go clubbin tonight??" Chris asked standing up. Everyone said they'd go except you and JC. "JC you guys wanna come?" Justin asked. "You wanna go JC?" **** asked looking at her "boyfriend". "How about you and me do something, alone tonight?" JC asked. "Sure." **** replied. "Alright, we'll see you guys later." Lance said as everyone headed out the door. After the last person shut the door, **** stood up along with JC. "So where are we going?" **** asked smiling at her man. "Its a suprise, c'mon!" JC said pulling **** to the door. **** and JC walked hand-in-hand to the car that waited to take **** and JC to where JC wanted to go. ^^30 Minutes Later^^ **** and JC arrived at a small beach side resturaunt, its, of course really late, but the place their at called "Beach Side" is opened 24/7. "This place is nice." **** commented stepping out of the vehicle. "I know, me and the guys always come here when we're in Europe. Its really nice." JC said opening the door for **** to walk inside. JC and ***** found a table at the window over looking the ocean. "Hi, my name is Lana and I'll be your waitress, can I take your order?"She asked with a German accent taking out her pen and paper. ***** and JC skimmed the menue then spoke up. "I'll have the pasta salad." ***** said folding up her menu, "With a sprit." "And for you sir?" Lana asked. "I'll have the shrimp cocktale. With a coke." JC said smiling. (Authors Note: The place your eating at has all kinds of food. I didn't know what I should put for JC, but I just got done reading 'Angel Of Mine' and seafood was on my mind, lol) The waitress took the menus and left, a couple minutes later **** spoke up. "JC, I need to tell you something...."

Chapter 12
"JC, I havent been totally honest with you about everything." ***** said looking down at the table. "Whats the problem?" JC asked. I knew she was too good to be true, she doesn't really like me, that has to be it. JC thought sweating a little bit. "My last name is really McLean. **** McLean. My brother is AJ McLean or Alex from the world known Backstreet Boys." ***** said feeling bad. "Thats all you wanted to tell me?" JC asked feeling a little more relieved. "Ummm, no, there's more." **** said pausing for a minute to gather her thoughts. "Ok, Alex does NOT like me dating guys more than 2 years older than me because of problems I've had with old boyfriends. Abusing me and stuff like that. I cant tell him that we're together cause he would freak out. Britney knows, but she's the only one." **** said waiting for JC's response. "I dont think AJ would mind, we see him every now and then at award shows and stuff." JC said being cut off. "JC you DONT understand, I'm his sister, his baby sister, this is family we're talking about. He doesn't mix family with buisness and friends, he would literally freak." ***** said getting really nervous. "I thought you looked a little familare. Listen we dont have to tell AJ, I really like you and I think thats all that matters." JC said holding onto ****'s left hand. **** smiled. JC leaned in and kissed ***** right on the lips. He pulled back and smiled. "Here is your food, for the gentleman the shrimp cocktale and for the lady the pasta salad." Lana said sitting the food down. "Thank you." **** replied digging into her food. About 30 minutes later the two were done and JC paid the bill. They walked outside and enetered the car they came in and headed back to the motel they were staying at. ^^1 Hour Later^^ JC and **** arrived at the posh motel all of *NSync were staying at and where Britney's tour people were staying at. JC and **** walked to the elevator and went up the floor where ***** and Britney's room was located. Once the elevator got to the floor JC and ***** walked hand-in-hand to the room. Once they reached the room ***** stopped and turned to face JC. "Thank you for dinner JC. It was really nice of you." **** said smiling. "Its no problem. Well, I'm gonna get back to my room to see if the guys are back yet. I'll call you tomarrow? Room 221A." JC said looking at the room number. "Great, I'll be waiting." ***** said. "Great." JC said. He then bent down and kissed ****'s cheek then replied. "Sweet dreams sweetie." He smiled then walked down the hall. "I think I'm in love....*singing* Boy I think that I'm in love with you, got me doing crazy things when it comes to you *stop singing*" **** said and sang as she walked into the motel room. She walked to where her bed was and saw there were messages. So she decided to listen. "Hey sis, its Alex, I dont know why I'm calling, I guess I'm just worried and bored! Nick's over here bugging the hell outta me! But I knew you werent at the motel cuz of the concert tonight, call me tomarrow night, your time at night, and tell me how it went and when your going to London? Ok? Love ya sis, bye!" **** heard AJ's voice say. All of a sudden she felt guilty not telling AJ about JC. AJ is her bestfriend (besides Nick) and only sibling. She didn't know what to do. Since Britney was still gone clubbing she thought she'd just go to sleep since she was bored and didn't feel like calling AJ. But what she didn't know is how soon AJ would find out about her little love affair with the Mickey Mouse boy...

Chapter 13
^*^Back in Orlando^*^
Nick and AJ decided to chill at Nick's house and watch movies all day since their was nothing else to do. They were in the middle of watching "Pearl Harbor" (AN-I loooove that movie!) when Nick's doorbell rang. "I'll be right back Bone." Nick said to his friend as he went off the answer the door. When he opened the door, on the floor mat he found the tabloid magazine called "STAR". I never subscribed to this trash. Nick said to himself as he picked it up. And he was shocked to see the main story, it had a picture of ***** and underneath it said. 'IS BACKSTREET SISTER GOING *NSYNC?? TURN TO PAGE 54 AND FIND OUR EXCLUSIVE PICTURE OF MISS MCLEAN WHILE TOURING AWAY FROM AJ WITH BRITNEY SPEARS'. "I cant believe this shit!" Nick said aloud. He flipped to the page and saw about 3 or 4 pictures of **** and JC kissing at the resturaunt yall went too. "Please god don't let AJ see this or ask who was at the door." Nick prayed then he stuffed the magazine behind his back and tried to walk past AJ to go upstairs and put it up. "Hey Frack, who was at the door?" AJ asked eyeing Nick. To say the least, Nick was sweating bullets. "Ummm, just a girl selling uhhhh girl scout cookies, yeah she wanted me to buy some." Nick said trying not to let AJ know he was lying, since he is every bad at that. "Ummm, ok. Hopefully they'll come by my house. Girlscout cookied are the best!" AJ said smiling. "Ummm, Jay, I'll be right back, I gotta call my mom and tell her to, uhhhh tell Aaron to call me after his soundcheck, I have to ask him something, be right back!" Nick said as he ran upstairs. "That kid is weird as hell!" AJ said turning around. ^^30 Minutes Later^^ "I dont know why every damn women is in love with Ben Affleck and Josh Hartnette, their sissy ass punks!" AJ said looking at the hot ass guys on the movie. "I dont know, you know ***** always says shes going to marry Josh Hartnett, he is just soooo sexy!"Nick said immitating you. AJ laughed at Nick's stupidness. "He's too old for her anyways, he's my age!" AJ said. Nick thought this was the perfect time to bring up an 'for instance'. "AJ, what if **** dated a guy say, 25, and he was a great guy and you've known him for a while, what would you do?" Nick said getting nervous. "First, that is my little sister. Which is only 18. She is too young to be serious with ANY guy. And if she lied to me about it. I'd kick his ass and hers. I told her she'd better not date anyone 2 years older than her. I trust no one Nick. She's my BABY sister. My only sister. And I dont play that shit." AJ said taking a drink of his Pepsi. "What would you do if BJ, Leslie or Angel dated someone that much older than them?" AJ asked looking into Nick's eyes waiting for a response. "I wouldn't be all that happy with it." Nick said giving up and facing the movie. About 2 hours later it was almost mid-night and AJ was on his way home. Damn, I have nothing to drink at home, I better stop at the Win-Dixie. AJ thought to himself pulling off of the interstate. He drove a little ways untill he ran into the win-dixie he was looking for. He pulled into the parking lot and ran inside. He walked to the soda isle and picked up a one liter sprit and a 2 liter pepsi. He then walked to the register to stand in line and check out. While he stood in the line, he was bewildered about what he saw...

Chapter 14
"What the Hell?" AJ said aloud and he of course got a few glances. He picked up the tabloid and flipped a few pages. Soon after AJ read the first paragraph his face turned beat red. He looked up the line and saw one person ahead of him. So he took it upon himself to walk infront of the old man to buy that magazine and leave. "Excuse me sir, I was here first..." The man started but was cut off by a pissed off AJ. "Shut the fuck up old man! I have an emergency so fuck off!" AJ screamed grabbing the attention of everyone around him. He handed the magazine to the chashier, after she rang it up he threw a $20 bill at her and ran out of the store. ~*MeanWhile*~ "**** are you all packed?" Britney asked as you put your last item into your suitcase. You looked up and smiled. "Yep." Today it was time to go to London. You were really excited because AJ loved London so you knew you would too. "Alright ladies, do we need to carry your luggage down?" Justin and JC asked walking into your room. Chris had to fly back to LA because something went wrong with his clothing line. Joey and Lance had to fly to Canada because they had to start filming their new movie. You looked up and smiled at JC. He walked stright to you and started kissing you. "Damn J, they kiss more than us!" Britney exclaimed. "JC, *****? JC, *****? Can you guys actually breath?!" Justin exclaimed picking up two of Britney's bags. Jc let go and smiled. "Yeah." Was all he said. He picked up two of ****'s bags and they (JC and Justin) walked out of the room, followed by **** and Britney who had their carry-on plane bags and purses. ~*3 Hours Later*~ Everyone arrived in London. "****, I'm gonna share a room with Justin, so you can have one by yourself, ok?"Britney said as you guys grabbed your bags and walked towards the plane exit, followed by Justin and JC. "She's really AJ's sister?? She doesn't act like him. But she does kinda looks like him." Justin said getting off the plane followed by JC. "I know." Was JC's response. ~!30 minutes Later!~ The whole crew arrived at the motel. Everyone got their room keys and you got your own since Britney is staying in Justin's room. You walked into your room followed by JC. "JC, I think London is sooo beautiful." You said as JC sat yours and his bags on the floor (Mind you you guys havent been to his room yet) and you sat what your carried on the floor and bed as well. "Well, sweetie, you havent seen all of London yet. And since I've been here a million times how about I show you around tonight?" JC asked looking at ****'s back as she looked out the window eyeing the busy street. "That'd be great JC, thanks." You said smiling and turning around looking at JC. "Well, I'm gonna go to my room and let you uppack since we're here for a week." JC said picking up his stuff. "JC, your staying the whole week?" You asked walking up to JC. "Yeah, I'm even staying for the whole European tour. I have nothing better to do, AND my room is 3 doors down and Justin and Brit's is one door across, 324B, ok? Just incase your wondering." JC said smiling. You walked up to him and kissed his cheek and whispered. "Your the Best." "Dont I know it." JC said with a cheezy grin. "See you later JC?" **** said opening the door for him. "See you later baby." JC said walking out. Awe, he called me baby, this must be a real relationship! ***** said walking back to the bed to unpack her things.

Chapter 15
A few hours later JC and **** decided to go out to explore a little of London. JC took her everywhere. As they were riding in the van ***** asked. "JC, since we have two hours left before our dinner reservations, can we find a mall? I wanna buy some clothes." **** asked looking at JC smiling. "I know where one is. Billy, take us to the mall by 7th street, the one we go to all the time we're here." JC said to Billy JC's personal bodygaurd. "Sure thing JC. We;ll be there in 15." The driver and bodygaurd announced turning left on San Jose' Rd. "Ummm, JC, I was wondering, have you ever been in a really serious relationship?" *** asked just out of the blue. "Ummm, yeah, one. But it turned out miserable and I really regret it." JC remembered Bobbie.

#!#FlashBack 3 Years ago#!#

"Justin that is sooo digusting!" Lance excliamed as he watched Justin drink sprit through his nose, lol. "No it aint Lance, Chris showed it to me. Try it." Justin remarked walked down the mall with Lance and JC. JC on the right of Justin and Lance on the left. "No thanks. JC, whats wrong your so quiet today...everything ok with Bobbie?" Lance asked as JC looked up. The first time since the three men were in the mall. "I dunno man. She's been acting really weird around me. I dont know whats going on. It feels like we're drifting apart." JC paused. "I think she's cheating on me." "JC, dont think that. I dont think even BOBBIE is capable of doing that. Dont go uspecting somthing that is'nt true, ok?" Justin said patting JC's back for comfort. No sooner did JC look up at Justin, he saw on the other side of the mall, Bobbie and some guy making out outside of 'Gap Kids'. "I guess I spoke to soon." Justin quietly said as he followed JC's sad glance toward the two people. "I think I'll be right back." JC announced as his emotions turned from sad to pissed! "Hey Bobbie, whats up?" JC asked interupting the two. "Ummmm, JC!? What are you doing here, you hate shopping?!" Bobbie exclaimed pushing her 'other' boyfriend away. "Yeah, well since your in California visiting your sick aunt, I decided to hang out with Lance and Justin and they decided we'd go to the mall. So here we are." JC paused. "Ho....how could you do this to me?!?! I thought you loved me??? I thought we were in love. I actually thought we had something going?!?!" JC exclaimed out of no where. "JC, your never home. Your never passionate. Your either at the studio, at rehursals or on tour! Unless your home writing songs or out with your buds! I want a fucking 24/7 boyfriend not one that feels like having a girlfriend sometimes!" Bobbie screamed causing a few stares. "Damnit Bobbie! Why could'nt you tell me!? You know right now my music comes first! I be 100% around when you need it! You know I'm always busy right now. And when I'm completely off and I have NOTHING to do, your gone visiting 'sick' relatives. Wait! You know what?? I dont need this shit! Get your stuff out of my hous by tonight at 9 or its going in the trash! And leave your key on the coffee table. Bye Bobbie!" JC said and he left without acknowledging Justin or Lance he ran out of the mall and into his car. He started the car the the familiar song 'Emotion' by the Bee Gees. (AN- Destinys Child's remade version of "Emotion" was not out then. The date in the flshback is 1998. ok? I dont want anyone getting confused. lol.) JC sighed, he felt eveything the song was saying. "It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside-And who's the one you're clinging to-instead of me tonight?--And where are you now, now that I need you?-Tears on my pillow- wherever you go-I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean-You never see me fall apart" The first verse rang out through the radio. How could she do this to me? I still cant believe it. JC thought as the song continued. "In the words of a broken heart-its just emotions-taking me over-caught up in sorrow, lost in a song-but if you dont come back come home to me darling- You know they'll be nobody left to hold me tight-nobody left in the world to kiss goodnight-goodnight, goodnight." The chorus rang out in the whole car. JC pulled up to his home and shut the car off.

#!#Present time 2001#!#

About 5 minutes later the couple arrived at the mall and got out of the van.

#!#Meanwhile in Orlando#!#

AJ sped all the way to his home. He jumped out of the car and ran into his house. He ran upstairs and into his bedroom and started packing while he called Nick. "Nick, I know your sleeping and dont feel like answering the phone. If anyone wonders where I am, tell them Europe. And if I come back and find out you KNEW about her and JC, your ass is mine, got it?" AJ exclaimed as he pressed 'off' on the phone. AJ just packed a few shirts and some jeans. He then grabbed his house keys and gave the dogs plenty of food to last them a couple days. And water of course. He then locked the house p and jumped into his car and sped all the way to the airport. Awaiting and thinking what he was gonna say to his sister and how he is gonna find her. All he knew was she was in London today and thats it. And another thing he knew is he better not see JC.

Chapter 16;
The whole afternoon you and JC mainly shopped. Yall had fun while doing it though:) That evening JC decided to take you to a club. Called "Club Liquid" its the hottest club in London. And JC is always VIP when he goes. So, since you and JC bought new outfits, perfect for clubbing,(JC bought a white wifebeater and blue and white sbutton up shirt to go over it and dark blue jeans. You bought a light pick tube top and a light pink pair of sparkly capris with pink sketchers.) yall changed in the mall bathroom and then went straight to the club. Right when you got to the club, there was a line that went around the block! "JC, there's no way we can get in there." You stated looking shocked at all the people. "Well, my name is JC Chasez and we can get in there, without people seeing us as well. There's a back way." JC said smiling. You smiled back and waited till the bodyguard/driver parked. After he parked in the back. He opened the door for you and JC and you both walked to the door. "Hello Mr. Chasez, welcome back!" Said the guy at the door with a thick british accent. "Hey Barry, looks like yall are busy tonight!" JC said as he slapped hands with the man. "Aint nothing new." Barry replied leading you both to the reserved spot the JC always goes to when he's in London. "Here you go Mr. Chasez, your waitress will be with you momentarily." Barry said looking at you both and smiling. "Thanks Barry." JC said as he pulled you to the cozy couch. Barry smiled and walked off. "So, you come here often?"You asked jokingly. "haha, yeah, everytime we're in London, and thats a lot." JC said just as the waitress came up. "Hello my name is Marreen and I'll be serving you this evening, what can I get you?" She asked looking at you then at JC. "I'll have a pina coloda(SP?)" JC said. "And I'll have a sprit." You said trying not to laugh since your only 18 and you can drink. "Ummm, ok, I'll be right back." Marreen said walking away. "You could've gotten alcohol, I would've said anything." JC said smiling. You smiled back. "I was going to, but I'm trying not to drink untill I'm 21. I promised my mom. She said 'You are just like your brother, watch your gonna get drunk before your even 19 and have sex at 16!' but I didn't have sex at 16. And I'm trying not to get drunk before I turn 19." You said. JC laughed. "When is your birthday?" He asked as the waitress sat your drinks down then left. "July 17th." You said smiling. "Thats cool" JC said as he took a sip of his drink, as did you. Yall talked for a little bit when your favorite song came on. "JC, dance with me!" You said jumping up. "Ok." He replied following you to the private dance floor. The song was 'Where the Party at' by Jagged Edge and Nelly. Yall danced really nasty. Yep, you ARE like AJ, lol. You guys danced and when the song ended you decided to rest. "****, if I tell you something, do you promise not to freak and leave?" JC asked in all seriousness. "Sure, I wont run anywhere." You replied looking into JC's soft blue eyes. "Ok, I'll just say it, ****, I think I'm in love with you." JC said very passionatly. You just sat there in shock. A singel tear ran down your face. "JC, I love you too. I've never felt this way before." You said getting realy emotional. JC smiled and leaned in to give you the most passionate kiss you've seriously ever experienced before. He leaned back and pulled you up and he lead you to the dance floor, the song that was playing fit the moment perfectly. The song was 'When somebody loves you' by Alan Jackson.

When your heart is all alone every second
Seems so long
When it's just you, you can't see through
Those ol' clouds that rain so blue

But when somebody loves you
There's nothing you can't do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through
When somebody loves you
The way I love you

When it's late, the sun hangs low
By yourself, nowhere to go
Sing a song, you dance alone
Play solitaire and stare at the phone

But when somebody loves you
There's nothing you can't do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through
When somebody loves you
The way I love you

So let's put aside our foolish pride
And let our hearts say hello
We both agree we're just no good
At bein' on our own

'Cause when somebody loves you
There's nothing you can't do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through
When somebody loves you
The way I love you

The way I love you
The way I love you

Chapter 17;
A couple hours later it was mid-night, you and JC decided to head back to the motel. *On the way* "JC, when we get back to the motel, you wanna watch a movie? Since its only 11." You asked lying your head on JC's shoulder. "Sure." JC replied as he kissed your forehead. About 35 minutes later (traffic) you and your man arrived back at the motel and you went stright up to your room. When you opened the door you were suprised at who you saw..."Alex!" You yelled pushing JC out the door.

*#Meanwhile in Orlando#*

Nick just woke up with the sun beaming through his window. He looked at his watch and saw the time. "6:45, what the hell am I up this early for?" He asked himself looking at the answering machine. Seeing two messages. Nick pressed 'play' and listened. "He Nicky, its Howie, dont forget we have rehursals at 12 downtown, ok? I cant get ahold of AJ, so tell him alright? Anyways, I'll talk to you later, bye." He heard Howie say. The next message was from none other than AJ; "Nick, I know your sleeping and dont feel like answering the phone. If anyone wonders where I am, tell them Europe. And if I come back and find out you KNEW about her and JC, your ass is mine, got it?" Nick paused for a minute, "Oh fuck me!" He said falling back onto his bed. Guess I gotta tell the guys. Nick thought. Then he fell back to sleep awaiting the BS he is gonna get from AJ when he gets back.

^*Meanwhile in London*^

"OMG! What are you doing here?? How in the hell did you find what motel we were staying at?" You asked all excitiedly forgetting about JC, as he was listening at the door. "Well, I am AJ McLean and I do have connections. But I wasent planning on comming till the tour hit Paris. But I saw the funniest thing! I just had to show you in person. I was in the store last night American time and I was buying some soda's. When I saw a magazine with a picture of 25 year old JC from *NSync and my 18 year old baby sister. It said: *ahem*..." AJ started as he read from the paper. "'IS BACKSTREET SISTER GOING *NSYNC?? TURN TO PAGE 54 AND FIND OUR EXCLUSIVE PICTURE OF MISS MCLEAN WHILE TOURING AWAY FROM AJ WITH BRITNEY SPEARS'. And of course there's pictures...see??" AJ said shoving the tabloid in your face. And your heart just dropped. "OMG" is all you could say. Thats from the sea food place in Germany, I cant believe this. "Alex, I dont know what to say..." You said trailing off. "How about how you fucking lied to me! How you SAID you were going out with 'friends'! How fucking long has this shit been going on *****???" AJ exclaimed. "For almost a month." You said quietly. "A FUCKING MONTH! DAMMIT! WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!?!" AJ screamed. "BECAUSE I KNEW YOU'D ACT LIKE THIS!!!" You yelled back. "HE'S ALMOST 10 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU!! AND HE'S FROM *NSYNC! I'D RATHER YOU DATE BRIAN, AT LEAST I FUCKING KNOW HIM!" AJ yelled throwing the paper on the floor. "Alexsander, he is 7 years older than me, not 10! And I love him and he loves me too!" You said as you started to cry. "Love?!?! You dont even know what love is! Your fucking 18! I didn't know what love was untill I was 20!" AJ yelled, you both didn't speak for about five minutes.Since JC did'nt want AJ to see him, he went back to his room. "JC told me loved me tonight, and I told it back to him, we're in love AJ..." You said trying to convince your brother. "He said that jsut to get in your pants ****! He doesn't love you! He wants to bang you and then throw you to the side like all of his other bimbos! Afetr he gets what he wants, he'll be gone and you'll never see him again! Dont you fucking get it?" AJ asked, yelling some more. "JC does LOVE me, and he wouldn't do that to me....he's different." You said softly, stressing the word LOVE. "*****, thats what you said about that other guy. When he tried to rape you, you were lucky as hell Brian was there. " AJ said still trying to change your mind. "I was blind, young and stupid. I'm 18 and I'm an adult and I can make my OWN desicions, and there's nothing you can do to stop me." You said holding your ground. "Yeah, well I guess not." AJ said giving up. "Guess what, when you get back in a couple months from touring, your shit will be in the foyer waiting for you to take it and get the hell outta my house. I dont wanna live with you and I dont wanna see you. As far as I'm concered your NO longer my sister. Your just another slut on the street corner. I cant WAIT to tell mom! And by the way..." AJ said as he walked to the door. "Dont even THINK about staying with ANY of the guys. There my friends first." AJ said opening the door and shutting it behind him. You just sat there in shock. How could your own BROTHER throw you out like that. You never thought he'd he THAT mad. And he is one to hold a grudge, thats for damn sure.

*^Meanwhile in Orlando^*

"Where the hell is AJ?" Fatima, the Backstreet Boys cherographer asked eyeing everyone. "I know. He's in London. He found out through a taloid, that, well, ****'s been seeing JC CHasex from *NSync, and to say the least AJ is pissed, he left a message on my answering machine." Nick said the all the shocked people. "You mean AJ flew all the way to LONDON for that?!" Kevin exclaimed. "Yeah, you know what happened before. I just wonder whats going on..." Nick said trailing off. "I cant believe that. He loves **** to death, he wont do nothing to drastic." Fatima said assuring the group. "Yeah right Tima, its AJ we're talking about. " Howie said. "Nick did you know about this thw WHOLE time..." Kevin asked as everyone looked at Nick. "Well..." Nick started. "C'mon Nick, you and we all know **** tells you EVERYTHING, guys and all." Brian said looking at his friend. "Yes I knew! And if she told AJ I knew my ass is grass, thats exactly what he said. But she made me promise not to tell." Nick said pleading with the guys. "Alright everyone, AJ knows the moves pretty well, he'll catch up when he gets back, Evelyn, sit out since AJ isn't here, ok?" Fatima said eyeing AJ's partner, she nodded and sat down on the wall. "Everyone in place, alright lets start with 'Not For me'..." Fatima stated.

Chapter 18;
You just could not take it, you looked around the room hopeing this was a nightmare, but its not. I mean your own brother, disowning you over something sooooo...stupid? You sat down on the bed and started crying. JC saw AJ get on the elevator so he ran to your room and went right in. "J...C, I...I....I...*deep breath* can...'t...believe....he....did that to me!" YOu stammered crying on JC's shoulder. "I know sweetie, but he;s just upset, give him time, he;ll cool down and forget about it...." You cut JC off. "NO HE WONT! I'mhis little sister, when we got into fights as kids I'd have to apologize first before he'd even look at me. I still cant believe he said those things to me! I...I just cant!" You yelled falling on your knees. A few hours later, you were still crying and JC was in his room because you told him you'd be fine. Lying in your bed, you knew it'd be about 5 US time in FL, so you decided to call Nick.

~*MeanWhile in Florida*~

"No AJ, I swear I had NO idea she was with JC! She didn't tell me..." Nick said trailing off on the phone with AJ. "Man Nick, I still cant believe her. But I told her she IS not staying with none of you guys...." Nick cut him off. "Then where in the hell is she gonna stay AJ?? On the streets, she wont stay with JC, they probably arent even doing it! She wont stay with your mom, they barley get along. So Mr. Big brother where's she gonna stay?" Nick asked. AJ paused. "I dont really give a rats ass! She's not staying with none of yall!" AJ yelled. "Hang on Jay, I got a beep." Nick swtiched over. "Hello? Nick's sex house..." Nick said smiling, he thought it was Brian. Since Rok was suppose to call. "*deep breath* Nicky?" **** said sounding upset. "Hey girl, are you ok? AJ told me what happend. I'm sorry he said those things...." Nick said trailing off. "Yeah, well, he's not gonna care unless me and JC break up. Did he tell you he kicked me out?" **** asked twriling her hair. "Yea, but listen, you can stay here when you get back. AJ dont gotta know, and when he comes over you can go to Bri's or Kev's or Howie's, you know we'll take care of you. Your oiur little sister." Nick said smiling. "Yeah well, did you tell Alex you knew about me and JC??" **** asked. "Ummm, no and I'm not going too. I cant, he'll litterally kill me..." Said Nick trailing off. "Hang on someone's at my door." Nick said putting the phone down. He walked to the door and was suprised at who it was....

Chapter 19;
Nick opened the door to find AJ with his cell phone on his ear. "AJ, what ae you doing here??" Nick asked suprised. "Well I told you I was drving around in my car, and I was wondering WHY I was on hold for almost 15 minutes, who the hell are you talking to?" AJ asked trying to come inside. "Ummm, just a girl I met at uhhh the mall yesterday and uhhhh she called me." Nick thought of a excuse. "Well hang up, I'm your bestfriend really depressed and your trying to hook up with some chick? Hang the damn phone up Nick and talk to me!" AJ said barging into Nick's house. "Fine" Nick said walking to the phone while AJ ran into the kitchen to make himself at home. "Hey ****, I'll call you back AJ's here..." Nick whispered right as AJ walked back into the room. "Bye Michelle! I'll call you in an hour!" Nick said loudly as he hung the phone up. "Man, AJ, why wont you give JC a chance, he's really cool. I've seen him a few times at the movies and stuff. He's cool he'd never hurt *****, he's not like that..." Nick started but AJ cut him off. "They all are like that Nick! He's like 5 months younger than Rok. Incase you havent noticed ***** is beautiful, and guys would do anything to have sex with her. Then she'll get pregnant, run back to me and cry and the guy will be gone. If JC got her pregnant, you know he'd leave her and I cant go to jail for a murder I got too much other shit going on in my life, I got BSB and crap I dont feel like killing an asshole for knocking up my sister then leaving!" AJ exclaimed exsagerated. "Oh, I'm glad we're so important that your not gonna kill somebody!" Nick said sarcasticly. AJ gave Nick a dont-give-me-that-shit look. "Listen AJ, ****** knows to be careful this time, give her a break, she really likes him..." Nick said. "Nick man, how do you know? You said you didn't know about her and JC...." AJ asked eyeing Nick. Just then the phone rang. "Hang on..." Nick said walking to the kitchen phone. "Hello?" Nick asked running his hadn through his golden locks. "Hey sweet heart, how are you?" Nick heard his mom ask. "Fine mom, whats up?" Nick asked. "Just a sec first." nick said sitting the phone down and walking into the livingroom. "Jay, its my mom, its gonna be while,I'll call you ok?" Nick asked AJ as AJ stood up, he nodded then left. Nick walked back into the kitchen and sat down at the table and picked up the phone. "Ok mom, go ahead." Nick said. "Alright, I was wondering if you could keep Aaron over the weekend. He's been soooo miserable. With all these girls around, he really misses you Nick. And he wants to hang out with his big brother." Jane, Nick's mom tried to act convincing. "Sure mom, I have no life anyways." Nick said with a laugh. "Ummm, he can come today and stay till Monday?" Nick asked. "Nick, he has a concert Monday afternoon in New York." Jane said. "Well, I'll send him back on a plane, AND I'll send Timmy with him." Nick said. Timmy is Nick's personal bodygaurd. "I dont know Nick, his concert is over in 30 minutes, so, I'll make a plane reservstion now and call you back when you can pick him up at the airport, ok?" Jane asked. Aaron is in Navada doing a concert incase you were wondering. (Not for real though, lol. And I'm not sure if its Friday in the story, lets just pretend it is. I kinda forgot, lols.) "Sure ma, talk to you in a bit." Nick said smiling. "ok sweetie." Jane said the hung up. Nick then decided to call you back. It rang threee times before you picked up. "What!?!" You said answering the phone. "hey hun, how are you?" Nick asked. "Miserable." You stated sitting down on the sofa. "AJ just left cuz my mom called, Aaron's comming to stay the weekend with me." Nick said playing the the phone cord. "Thats cool." You sadi sounding depressed. "Listen, dont do this to yourself. Dont let AJ know your miserable, dont play his game and dont break up with JC. I know exactly what your thinking. I know you love AJ, but dont let him make you suffer like this." Nick said all in one breath. "Nick, I guess your right. I cant let him know how upset I am! I gotta be strong! I have JC, you adn the rest of the guys. I'll be fine." You said a little more cheerful this time. "Thats a girl! I got about 2 weeks off starting next week. How about I come and visit you, where will you be?" Nick asked. "I'm not sure, I'll let you know, ok? Tell Aaron I said hi, I gotta go, I'm tired." You exclaimed. "Alright, night sweetie." Nick said. "Night Nicky." You said the you both hung up. You put on some pajamas then climbed into bed. Still having AJ on your mind. He'll apologize, he'll have to. He has to. He loves you. He'll learn to like JC....hopefully. You thought drifting off into a deep sleep.

*^MeanWhile^*
"Ok mom, I'll be there at 8." Nick said writng down Aaron's gate number and time he'll arrive in Florida. Mind you its now 5pm in Orlando. "Ok, and Nick, no trying to pick up any sisters and NO and I mean NO ice cream for dinner, do yo understand? I want Aaron to eat his vegtables and not just ice cream, ok?" Jane asked giving Nick the third degree. Nick had the phone away from his ear the whole time. lols. "OK momma, I'll call you when Aaron gets ok, ok? Buh bye!" Nick said hanging up the phone. Dayum that woman can talk! Nick thought walking up to the guestroom across from his bedroom to get it ready for Aaron. About 1 hour later the room was ready and nick was admiring it. HA, Aaron will loooove this! Nick thougth as he heard the doorbell ring...

Chapter 20;
Nick ran downstairs and opened the door. "OOOOOOOOMMMMMGGGGG!! AHHHHHHHHH! NICK CARTER!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! IIIIIIIIII LOOOOOOOOOVE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUU!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!" The girl no older than 13 screamed in Nick's face, lol. "Sweetie, calm down, do you want an....wait a minute...how'd you get past sercurity?" Nick asked eyeing the young girl. "I.....I....I gave him $50, and he let me in." The girl smiled sweetly. "You gave greg 50 bucks just to meet me, wow. Thats so sweet, so, you got something I can sign?" Nick asked as he smiled at the girl. "Yeah..." She said still shaking and handing Nick her white Black and Blue T-shirt. "My name is Amanda, write whatever you want." The girl said with tears about to fall out of her eyes. "Here you go, awe, sweetie dont cry." Nick said. "I...I cant help it. I love you soooo much!" The girl said whiping her eyes. "Can i have a hug?" She asked looking at Nick hopefully. "Sure." Nick stated as he enloped the girl into a nice hug. "Tha...thank you. Ummmm, bye." The girl said turning around. "Wait a sec." Nick said as he ran into his hour and came back out with two tickets. "Here, these are to our Orlando concert in 2 weeks. And back stage passes. So now you can meet all the guys." Nick said smiling. He did his nice deed for the day. "OMG!! Thank you!" The girl screamed running back to the car that waited for her on the other side of the fence. Nick smiled and went back inside his house.

*~MeanWhile~*
Aj walked into his house and threw his keys on the coffee table and went to check his messages. He hit 'play' then sat down on his couch. "Hey Alex, where are you? I've been calling you for 3 hours now. Anyways, have you talked to your sister? She called me once, that was yesterday morning. Anyways, call me when you get a chance sweetie, bye." Denise, AJ's mom said. "Hey AJ, I wanted to tell you something, but I guess I'll have to wait. Call me baby, bye." AJ heard Tammy say. "End of messages." AJ heard the answering machine say. He decided to call Tammy first because he knew he'd be on the phone forever with his mom. He picked up the phone and it rang four times before an out of breath Tammy answered. "Hello?" He heard her voice say. "Hey baby, whats wrong?" Aj asked. "Oh, nothing I was....ummm, washing clothes and I had to run to the phone, sorry." Tammy said. "Oh, i got your message, whats up?" AJ asked. "Oh, nevermind, I'll tell you later, gotta go!" Tammy said, then hung up. That was weird. AJ thought, then decided to wait a little bit to call his mom.

~*MeanWhile*~
Nick decided to get ready to go pick up Aaron. he took a shower (mmmmm! lol) then he got dressed did his oh so gorgeous hair then left for the hour ride to the airport, with his BG behind him. ~*1 hour and 15 minutes later*~ (traffic, rush hour people!) he arrived. He and his BG went straight to where Aaron's gate was and waited for his plane to land, just then....

Chapter 21;
Nick took out his cell and saw the number was '555-7899'. What the hell does he want? Nick asked himself then he answered his phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey Nick, where are you?" Brian asked.

"Hey Rok, I'm at the airport picking up Aaron, why? whats goin on?" Nick asked his bestfriend, well one of them.

"Remember about you and me picking out a anniversary present for Leighanne tonight?" Brian asked shutting his bedroom door behind him in his house.

"Oh yeah! Sorry Rok....wait, I thought your anniversary was in September?" Nick asked.

"This is a DIFFERENT kind of anniversary." Brian said with a goofy grin on his face.

"Spare me. Well we can go after I get Aaron, his plane should get here in a few. Then we can go." Nick said looking out the window.

"Great! I havent seen Aaron for months!" Brian exclaimed happily.

"Anyway, where's Leighanne?" Nick asked.

"She's out with her friends, Jenn, Tracy, of course Kristin and Laura." Brian said trying to think of who she was off with.

"Are they hot?" Nick asked smiling.

"Well...Nick! I'm married! I dont look at other women!" Brian yelled walking downstairs.

"Well what do they look like?" Nick asked.

~*MeanWhile with AJ*~

"Ma, I know that! I treid to tell her but she's hard headed and she wouldent listen!" AJ said frusterated.

"Alex, has Nick tried talking to her? He always gets through to her." AJ's mother said.

"No, and I know he wont. He think's JC is different. But I think he's just like all the others." AJ said drinking his beer.

"Alex, maybe he is different, I know your the protective big brother, and you think you have a job to do by taking care of her. But she's not a little girl anymore. She is 18 years old. And I think that she's old enough to make her own decisions. Maybe you dont think so. But I do. I just got off the phone with her after she talked to Nick a couple hours ago and she told me everything. I'm going up to visit her in a couple days in Switzerland, I'm going to meet JC and see for myself. Since JC is going to LA next week to finish off *NSync's tour. Maybe you can come and see and talk to JC...." AJ cut her off.

"NO! Mom, I'm not going. I pt my foot down, and she's not living with me. And I know she wont stay with you since you two dont get along when your with eachother for more than a week. So I dont give a rats ass where she stays, or who she's with anymore! Mom, I gotta go!" AJ sai then he hing up.

Nick is such a damn ass lier! Aj thought as he went upstairs.

*~Meanwhile, with Leighanne~*

"Are you serious Trac? I cant believe Tim did that....are you gonna be ok?" Krstin asked sitting next to he young girl. Jenn, Kristin, Leighanne, Laura and Tracy were all sitting in the park enjoying the beautiful day drinking some sodas and talking.

"Yeah, I'm serious. In my house in my bed. I still cant believe it." Tracy said pushing her light brown hair behind her ear.

"He was no good anyway. Tracy you can do way better." Leighanne said reasurring her young friend.

"Trac, I know this guy, he is 21 and a real sweetie. He just got out of a bad relationship last November. And I think you tow should meet." Kristin said.

"What's his name? What does he look like?" She asked getting all excited.

"His name is Nick, he has short beautiful blonde hair, he's about 6'1 and really fit. He loves playing his PS2 and swimming. He's an all around great guy." Kristin said, then took a drink of her diet pepsi.

"Oh Nicky! Yeah you'll LOVE him. You should meet him. He's comming over to my house tomarrow to hang out with Brian, why dont you come and meet him?" Leighanne asked.

"Ummm, I have to work till 5." Tracy said getting a little nervous. Who was this Nick guy? What was his story? Whats he all about? Those many questions ran through her head.

"Well, how about I poick you up from work. Then we can go to his house. he'll love you. Trust us!" Leighanne said.

"Ok, why not!" Tracy said drinking her coke.

~*MeanWhile*~
"Wow Bri, they sound hot. Hey, I'll see you tonight Aaron's plane's here bye!" Nick said.

"Later Nicky." Brian said then hung up.

Chapter 22;
After Nick got Aaron from the airport, Nick, Aaron and Timmy (his bodygaurd) went staright to the mall. Nick had on sunglasses and a baseball hat and Aaron had on a baseball hat, lol. When the 3 guys walked in the mall they spotted Brian. Standing outside of a perfume store looking in the window. "Hey Rok." Nick said greeting his friend. "Hey Nick, hey Aaron!" Brian said giving Aaron a friendly hug. "Hey Brian!" Aaron said back cheerfully. Brian and Aaron and Timmy took their eyes off Nick for a second and he disapered. "Where's Nick?" Aaron asked looking around. "I'll give you one hint." Brian said looking at Victoria Secrets. "C'mon." Brian said to his bodygaurd Mike and Timmy and Aaron. The 4 guys walked across to the store, when they walked inside, they saw Nick hopelessly TRYING to use one of AJ's lame pick-up lines with the workers. "Yo Baby, you be my Dairy Queen, I'll be your Burger King, you treat me right, and I'll do it your way." Nick said to the not interested cashier. "Excuse me?" She asked. "Are you tired? Cause you've been running through my mind all day!" Nick said with the cutest grin on his face, Brian, Aaron, Timmy and Mike covered their faces from embarresment, lol. "What?" The cashier asked. "Are you free tonight or is it gonna cost me?" Nick asked. "huh?" The lady asked. "You know you want me, you cant deny it. My name is Nick..." Nick said trailing off. "Yeah, like I give a tiny rats ass!" The chasier said then walked off to help a customer. "Real smooth Nick, REAL smooth." Brian said patting Nick on the shoulder. "And those were AJ's best lines too..." Nick said thinking. "C'mon Nick, we're here to look for something for Leighanne, not so you can meet women." Brian said looking through some string bikinis, lol, MEN!" "Nick, can I go play in the arcade? I dont think I should see this stuff untill my honeymoon." Aaron said looking around. "Haha, ok, here's ten bucks." Nick said handing Aaron the money. "Hey Timmy go with him, ok. And watch him good. He likes trying to run away from his bodygaurds. And he's pretty good." Nick said to Timmy. "Sure thang Nick." Timmy said following Aaron out of the store. "Nick, how about this?" Brian asked holding up a light blue bikini top and dark blue bottoms, on the bak they said 'Bootylicious'. "Sorry Bri, but she'll think you are a perverted pig if you get that. Get her a nighty or something." Nick said. "Good idea." Brian said walking over to the gowns. "Now Nick, I'm looking for something sexy cuz Leighanne thinks she's not anymore." Brian said looking through the nighty's. "What about.....this?" Nick asked holding up a satin maroon colored pajama set, with a black satin bra attached. "Nick, Leighanne hates maroon." Brian said looking at Nick. "Oh, sorry." Nick said putting it back. A few minutes later Nick found something else. "How about this?" Nick asked with a HUGE smile on his face. Nick found the bathing suit area again, where Brian once was, lol. He was holding up a light blue and black bikini. Not a string bikini, just a reguler one. "Hmmmm, she'd like that. Lets get it." Brian said taking it from Nick's hands, and walking up to pay for it. While the cashier was ringing it ot, Nick had to use another line. "I wish you were a carousel at Wal-Mart so I could ride you all day long for just a quarter!!" Right when Nick said that the cashier looked at him and slapped him dead on his cheek. Brian handed her the money. "THANK YOU!" Brian said thanking the lady for slapping Nick and for ringing up the purchase so fast, lol. Nick just stood there shocked as hell and Mike just stood there laughing sooooooo hard! "I cant WAIT to tell the guys that Mister Carter himself got slapped dead on his cheek!" Mike said happily walking out of the store. 'The Guys' meaning the The Backstreet Boys' secruity team, lol. "Shuuuuuuuuuuuuut-uuuuuuuuup!" Nick said whining. "Thank GOD I have Timmy, at least he's not a pain in the ass!" Nick said looking at Mike. Mike just stared at Nick and he moved on the other side of Brian, lol. As the three men were walking to get Aaron and Timmy, they saw them headed their way, Timmy walking of course and Aaron under his arm, lol. "Alright, what'd Aaron do?" Nick asked with his arms crossed. "The boy jumped on my toe then too off runnin! I swear that boy is just like you when you were his age!" TImmy exclaimed putting Aaron down. "Great! All we need is another Nickis this world!" Brian said with his hands in the air. "Alright Aaron! I've taught you well..." Nick said with his arm around Aaron and walking to the exit.
~*The Next Day In London*~
You woke up around 7 with a splitting headache. You layed back on your bed as the previous night flowed through your head. I still cant believe that happend to me... You thought rolling over. About 10 minutes later there was a knock at your door. You got up, ran the brush through your hair and answered the door. You opened the door to find JC with a red rose in his hand. "Awe thank you JC. But I read in BB that you never wake up before noon unless your working." You said smiling and smelling the rose. "Well, I couldn't sleep, so I went for a walk and ended up taking a rose from a garden I saw." JC said smiling as you moved out of the way so he could come in. "So, how are you feeling?" He asked. "Same ol, same ol. My brother hates me, and I have a migrain but I'm ok..." You said sitting on the bed. "AJ doesn't hate you, he's just upset right now. He'll get over it, dont worry, ok?" JC asked. You nodded. "Hey! After the concert tonight there's this awesome kareokee bar a couple miles down from Wembly Stadium, how about we drag Britney and Justin and we go have some fun?" JC asked. "Ummm, that sounds great!" You said smiling. Then it was queit for a few minutes, very awkward. I guess NOW is a good time to tell her... JC thought. "*****".....

Chapter 23

"****, I have to go back to LA tomarrow." JC said looking down. "Why?" **** asked looking at JC. "We have to finish recording for our new album and stuff, if we want it to be out by the summer time." JC said. "Oh, but I thought you were going to be here, thats why I invited my mom out in a couple days." You said sounding upset. "Well, she lives in Orlando like you do. After Brit's tour is over I'll be back on O-Town, so I'll meet her then. I'm sorry but I have to go. Justin is too. The other guys are meeting us there." JC said. "Ok, well, I have to be downstairs at 10 and its almost 8, so I'll see you later?" You asked standing up. "Yeah sure. I'll talk to you in a couple hours." JC said walking to the door. "Later." JC said kissing you on the cheek and walking out of the room and shutting the door behind him. You then locked the door so no one could come in then you decided to take a shower. About 45 minutes later, you finished. You put on your dark blue windbreaker shorts, and a white tank and your white sketchers. You needed to be comfortable for rehursing this morning. Then you put your hair in a high bun and went around the bed to the nightstand to put your watch on, as you were doing that, you saw a picture of you and AJ 1 year ago at Wild Waters. You signed then looked at your watch. Hmmm, its only a quarter till 9, I'll call and wake Nick up. You dialed the over seas operater first.
"Operater?" The lady answered.
"Hi, I want to call to Orlando, FL, please." You asked twirling the phone cord.
"Address?" The lady simply stated.
"3534 Ocean View Street, Orlando FL, 43325." You replied back.
"One moment please." The lady said then you waited while listening to elevator music. ICK!
About 5 minutes later the phone started ringing.
"What!?!" Nick said as he answered the phone.
"Hello sunshine!" You said smiling.
"Dayum, what are you doing calling me *Nick looks at clock* at freakin 11 at night? Are you CRAZY woman?!" Nick asked.
"Nick your usually awake...." He cut you off.
"Yeah when I dont have to get up at 6 for rehursals!" Nick exclaimed.
"Who cares. Anyways, do you have Aaron?" You asked hopping you could talk to him.
"Yeah, but he's sleeping like NORMAL people who have to get up at 6!" Nick said. "So, what are you doing?" He asked.
"Just killing time. I have to be downstairs at 10." You said.
"So, how are you doing?" Nick asked sitting up on his bed.
"Ooook, under the circumstances." You replied looking down.
The was a short pause until you spoke up.
"Ho...how is Alex?" You asked.
"Why dont you call and ask him?" Nick said.
"I....I cant. He'll hang up on me. And I cant deal with THAT under all this other shit he's putting me threw right now." You said.
"Listen, he'll come around. I'll talk to him tomarrow. Oh yeah, Brian said to call him. He HAS to tell you something." Nick said. "Ok, I'll call him tonight...." Nick cut you off....again!
"Hoooo, hold up! You'll call and wake me up, but you'll wait till morning here to call Brian! I was having a great dream too!" Nick said.
"Like what?" You asked laying back on your bed.
"Fucking Jennifer Lopez...."
"Nick that is nasty and perverted, I'm hanging up now." You said.
"I knew that would make you hang up, bye girl, and I'll call you later about AJ, ok? Nick said.
"Alright, bye!" You said then hung up. You then got your Nike gym bag and put all your things in there, your water bottle, deodorant, nail file, cuz you knwo your gonna break a nail, and a magazine for when you have a break. An incase JC got you bored, lol. After you got all packed you looked at your watch and saw you had 30 minutes. And you felt kinda hungry, so you got your gym bag and room key, locked the room and went down to the main lobby to get somethin to eat. Once you got there you put your bag on the ground and went to get you a bagel and creamcheese, after you got it and sat down on a sofa in the lobby, you looked around for JC and didn't see him. Must still be in his room... You thought. The you heard someone call your name, you turned around and saw...

Chapter 24

"Hey Britney." You replied as you waved to your friend. She smiled and walked in the direction of the breakfast. Britney got an orange juice and 2 powdered doughnuts, then she walked over to you and sat down. "So, how do you like the tour so far?" Britney asked taking a sip from her OJ. "Its really fun so far, I love the dancing." You replied smiling. "JC told me and J what happend with you and AJ." Britney said eating a piece of her breakfast, and trying not to make eye contact with you. ""Oh well, Alex is being stubborn, making me feel bad, but he'll get over it." You said drinking your coffee. "Dont worry, it'll be ok." Britney said with a half smile. You nodded sadly then finished your breakfast.
-*2 Months Later*-
You were on the plane heading back to Orlando, Nick said that AJ wouldn't take his eyes off of him cause he knew he would be picking you up, so brian and Leighanne were going too. Only two other dancers were going back to Orlando with you. Everyone else was going to different places. Britney went back to kentwood, where she lives to visit her family. As the plane landed, you got butterflies in your stomache. When you guys stopped, the pilot announced that everyone could get off the plane. So, you grabbed your carry-on bag and purse and walked off of the plane. As you entered the airport, you saw Brian and Leighanne fussing about something. So you decided to walk up behind them and see what about. "Damnit Brian! Maybe Nick actually likes Tracy and wants a love life!" Leighanne yelled at her husband. You just stood there amused and confused. Nick never mentioned he was dating anyone yesterday... You thought listening to the couple argue. "Not just some random girl!" Brian screamed at his wife. "She isn't some 'random' girl Brian Thomas Littrell! She is one of mine and Kristin's bestfriends!" Leighanne yelled. "Well, when he's only known her for like 2 months, then start dating without being friends first isn't right Leighanne Reena Littrell!" Brian yelled back. "Hey guys!" you said with a big smile on your face. "hey ****!" Leighanne yelled pulling you into a hug. "Hey Leigh, hey Bri!" ***** said hugging Brian as well. "Hey hun, how was the trip?" Brian asked ignoring Leighanne and walking beside you with his arm around your shoulders. Leighanne rolled her eyes and caught up with you Brian. -*In the car*- "Damn it people! Learn how to drive!" Brian yelled driving behind a old man. "C'mon grandpa move it!" he yelled out the window as the man turned. "I'm back." You said smiling at Brian's driving. "They fucking give anyone a lincense now-a-days!" Brian yelled at Leighanne. She just rolled her eyes and turned the radio up to drown out his voice. The song on was, 'As Long as you love me'. "It doesn't matter WHAT I do, his damn voice is everywhere!" She yelled changing the station, you just laughed. As Brian sped around some young girl. "Asshole! The speedlimit is 45, not 15!" He yelled out the window. About 30 minutes later you arrived at nick's house since thats where you were staying. "Hey guys, thats Alex's car. Ummmm, I dunno if I should go in there. Nick told him I was not gonna stay with him." You said looking out of the windshield of Brian's jeep. "Yeah, Nick told us. Lets go to our house and I'll call nick from there." Brian said backing out of the driveway and in the driection of Leighanne's and Brian's home. About 35 minutes later you guys arrived at the house. You left your things in the jeep since you wouldn't stay there long. You, Brian and Leighanne walked inside the house. "I gotta pee!" Leighanne said running to the bathroom. "Well, ****. Make yourself at home and I'll call Nicky boy...." Brian said walking to the nearest phone.
*-MeanWhile....-*

Chapter 25
"C'mon AJ, go home!! I want you to leave. I have to gt ready for my date with tracy tonight. Just go AWAY!" Nick whined. Nick was sitting on his couch at his home and AJ would not leave untill Nick told him the truth about where you are staying. "Nick, I kno she is gonna stay with you, so I'm NOT leaving untill you tell me that she is staying with you." Nick just signed. "Nick, i've known you for almost 10 years, I know when your lying. Just tell me the truth." AJ said crossing his arms across his chest. "Alright, you wanna know? She is staying with D. Ok, she's staying with Howie, he picked her up and thats where she is. She go bug him!" Nick yelled in frustration. "I told Howie about this too. Later Nick." AJ said running out of the door. Just thn the phone rang. "Yeah?" Nick answered while rubbing his temples. "Hey Nick, its me. Is AJ gone?" Brian asked. "Yeah I told him ***** is at Howie's so he's gonna drive an hour to his house to tell D. to kick her out." Nick stated. (FYI: Brian lives 20 minutes from Nick, unless you speed. Or if there's alot of traffic. Then of course it takes longer. AJ lives 10 minutes from Nick and 30 from Brian. Kevin lives 30 from Brian, so he lives almost an hour from Nick and AJ. Howie lives 30 from Nick, so he lives 40 from AJ, 50 from Brian, and and 2 from Kevin. Howoe and Kev live on the same block. So, yall understand now? Did I confuse you? GOOD! lol. j/k.) "Alright, I'll bring her over there, see ya in a bit." Brian said then they both hung up. About 25 minutes later Brian showed up at Nick's house. Leighanne stayed home cuz she didn't wanna argue with Brian over Nick anymore, lol. **** got out and grabbed a couple bags from Bri's trunk and Brian got the 2 biggest ones. They walked up to nick's house and Nick opened the door once they stepped up on his porch. "Hey girl!" nick said as he envoloped you into a huge hug. "Hey, uhhhhh Nick, these bags are kinda heavy!" You said. Nick laughed. "Oh sorry. Nick said grabbing your bags from you and letting you and a struggling Brian walk into his humble abode, lol. Brian dropped the bags in Nick's livingroom and fell back onto his couch. "So, tell me everything girl! How was the dancing? How is Britney? How was Europe?" Nick asked, overwelming you of course. "Nick, one at a time." You smiled. "The dancing was soooo much fun. I loved it! Britney is good, she went back to Kentwood. And Europe was absolutly breath taking!" You said rememebering everything. "What was your favorite city?" Brian asked. "Well, I liked Franfurt, I liked Paris, and I liked London." You said. "Yeah, Howie loved Frankfurt." Nick said smiling. "So, whats next for the wonderful ***** McLean?" Nick asked. "During the last to shows, there were people from the US watching us dance. And I got offers to go to Texas and try-out for Jessica Simpson's new tour. The second leg. I got and offer to go to Miami and try out for Shakira's tour, I got an offer to try-out for Usher's tour in LA, and I got an offer to stay here in Orlando and try-out for O-Town's tour." You said smiling. "So, which one are you gonna do?" Brian asked. "I seriously dont know. I have to think about it." You said. "Nick, I gotta use your phone to call....ummmmm....JC. Is that ok?" You asked hoping he wouldn't freak. "Sure, you live here now, my home is your home now. Do whatever you want." Nick said smiling. "Well, I need to get back home and finish packing since we're leaving in two days." Brian said standing up. "For what?" You asked. Standing up as well. "For the rest of our tour. We're going to NY, we have three shows there. Then Chicago, 1 show there. Then we go to LA. Then we get a 2 week break." Nick said. "Why, are you gonna be ok?" Nick asked. "I'll be fine Nicky. Dont worry. Well, I'll see ya later Bri." You said kissing his cheek then running upstairs. Making a mental note to get your bags. When you got into the room your gonna stay in, you picked up the phone and dialed JC's cell. I think he's still in LA. You thought as the phone rang. "Hey this is JC. Leave a number and a message and I'll call ya back. Later." You heard JC's voicemail say. "Hey sweetie. Its me. I wanted to tell you I'm hoooome. Call me at Nick's, ok? 252-234-5767. Bye!" You said then hung up. You decided to walk back downstairs and ask Nick about the girl Brian and LeighAnne were arguing about. "Hey Nick?" You asked walking to the chair next to the couch. "Yeah?" Nick answered watching the simpsons. "Ummmm, whats up with this girl, Tracy?" You asked sitting down. "Oh, we're dating now. Leighanne and Kristin introduced me. She is reall cool. I actually have a date with her tonight..." Nick started. "Unless, you want me to stay here, since you just got back and all." Nick said. "No, go out and party. I just wanna meet this girl." You said eyeing Nick. "Ok, thanks. She's going to come here and then we're going, so you can meet her." Nick said. "You nodded and grabbed a couple of your bags to start taking up stairs. Once you put the bags back on your new bed. You remembered that you had to go to Alex's to get the rest of your things. When there was a knock at the door...

Chapter 26
Nick opened the door to find Tracy. "Hey Trac." Nick said to his date as he led her into his livingroom. "Hey ******, comere!" Nick yelled. "Yeah? Oh hi, you MUST be Tracy, I am nic's bestest friend, *****." You said shaking the girls hand. "Hi." She replied smiling. "Well, we're gonna go, see ya later ****." Nick said picking up his jacket and taking Tracy's hand to stand her up. "Alright, you guys have fun, see ya later." You said smiling and waving them off. About 1 hour later, you were all done packing and bored. So you thought now would be a good time to get your stuff from AJ's. You looked at the wall clock in your room and saw that it was 15 till 3. So you grabbed your slip-on shoes and, your jacket then you ran downstairs grabbed a set of Nick's keys to his Durango (since he took his prowler to impress Miss Tracy) then you locked the front door and went ahead to the side door, through the kitchen, into the laundry room and into the garage. You uolock Nick's truck, hopped in and backed out. You waved to the secruity gaurd and headed to AJ's. Once yu got there you parked adn got out. You saw AJ's car in the drive way so of course he was home. You were hopefully gonna go inside get your stuff and leave before AJ could even see you. So you walked up onto the porch and found his door was unlocked. You walked inside and saw he was no where to been seen. So you ran your ass upstairs and into your 'old' room. Once you got in there you found that half your stuff was already in boxes. So at least that makes it easer for you. You found a gym bag in the closet so you started to pack up your glass things, pictures and valuble things. While oyu were doing that, you had no idea that AJ was at the door watching you. "You know, I remeber when you first moved in here." AJ said looking around your room. You looked up, for 3 minutes then took your stuffed bear AJ gave you when you scrapped your knee when you were 6 when you were playing dodgeball with a bunch of neighborhood kids. It was AJ's and he knew you loved it so he gave it to you to make you shut-up. "You were 16 and tired of mom. You were so excited to be out and living with me." AJ said grinning from ear to ear. You smiled, a half smile then looked down. "I also remeber when Nick tried to get you to kiss him cuz of that bet him and Brian made when you were 17." AJ said laughing. You laughed. "Yeah, 'C'mon girl! Just make-out with me! I'll give you 5 bucks.'" You said remembering Nick's lameness. Aj smiled. "Listen, I feel like a real jackass for saying all the stuff I said to you. I wanna say I'm sorry and I want you to come back here." AJ said. You raised your eyebrow. "What made you change your mind?" You asked standing up. "I talked to Nick and he said you'll alays be my lil sis and if JC ever hurts you, he'll hold him while I turn his nuts black and blue." AJ said smiling. You smiled, and ran up and hugged your brother. "So, are you comming back?" He asked. You looked down. "No. Nick found me an appartment near Hard Rock, and I'm going over to look at it tomarrow and..." AJ cut you off. "Wait?!? Why?!?" AJ asked. "Because, I need to be on my own, I am almost 19 and I need to be free. Away from everything. And because you said I couldn't stay here. And I didn't wanna live with Nick and his horneyness, so I asked him about 1/2 month ago to find me an appartment." You finished walking back to your boxes. "I said I was sorry, what more do you want? Mom's been doing my laundry and grocery shoppin." AJ said. You look at him with tears in your eyes and said. "'As far as I'm concered your NO longer my sister', I dont want to hear that anymore when I'm falling asleep. I dont wanna hear that JC only wants to get in my pants. What you said really hurt me AJ dont you get it? I dont tell you who you can date, and you cant tell me who to date either." You said. "I know and I'm sorry, I was mad. You lied to me ****. You never lied to me before. You always told me the truth, but you lied. And thats what hurt the most." AJ said walking to the bed. "I lied, cuz I knew how'd you react. I knew you would flip out. Alex, I do forgive you, but I will never forget." You said. "I know, and I'm sorry. But alll I wanna know is if we are ok?" Aj asked. "We're fine." You looked at him smiling. AJ smiled back. "So, you need help with these boxes?" "Ummm, sure." You said. He grabbed 2 and you grabbed your 'valubles' and you both went walking to the car. Once you got outside, you opened the truck and loaded all of it in. "Does Nick know you have his truck? His baby?" AJ asked. "Well, what he doesn't know wont hurt him. He's out with Tacy." You said closing the trunk. "I'll get my other things later, ok?" You asked walking to the drivers side. "Ummm, do you wanna go somewhere tonight?" AJ asked. "We can get the other guys to go." He said. "Ummmmm, sure. What about Tammy?" You asked with a snotty attitude. "She's history, I'll tell ya tonight, ok? I'll call you." AJ said backing away from the truck. "Alright, bye Alex." You said pulling out of the drive way. AJ waved and walked back into his house. As you were drving down the road, you were thinking of who would be cool to work with. As you stopped at a red light, O-Town's 'All or nothing' came on. You smiled, you thought for a moment. This must be a sign... You thought as you pulled into Nick's driveway. You turned off the truck and went inside, making a mental note to get those boxes out before Nick used the truck. When you got inside the house you sat your keys on the counter where they always are. The you decided to call JC and tell him your home and such, you dialed his cell number and hopped on the kitchen couter and grabbed an apple while the phone rang. "Hello?" You heard a voice say. "Ummmm, is JC there?" You asked. "Sure, just a sec." YOu heard some shuffiling then JC's voice rang through the phone. "Hello?" JC asked. "JC, who was that....?"

CHAPTER 27;

All sorts of things were flodding threw your head. You knew you and JC were over, but this was too soon for you. You really like Nick, but this was to fast. You pulled back and looked down. "Oh, I'm sorry ****, I should've down that." Nick said looking away in shame. "Oh no Nick, its not you, its me...this is too fast, everythings just going too fast for me, I'm not ready for anything right now...me and JC just broke up, I'm not ready for anything right now." You said. "Yeah, its cool, well we better go in there before JC dies." Nick said standing up and taking your hand. "I guess." You said looking down. "Hey, dont let him get to you, he's a basterd." Nick stated walking you back into the motel. When you got into the ball room you saw Kevin and Brian holding AJ back and AJ SCREAMING at JC. "IF YOU EVER, EVER TALK TO MY SISTER LIKE THAT AGAIN, I SWEAR TO GOD I SERIOUSLY WILL KILL YOUR FUCKING ASS! YOU DEMENTED ASSHOLE!" AJ screamed on the top of his lungs. "Ummm, everyone, I think the party is over, **** will call and thank everyone for everything." Howie said smiling. everybody got their belongings and left without question. Except Joey, Justin and Britney of course. "C'mon C, lets get your stuff and head back to Orlando." Joey said grabbing a pissed JC and hauling him away, and on the way out, the small group HAD to past by Nick and ****. **** noticed JC had a busted lip and a bruised cheek, the bruised eye, well it was almost bruised came from Nick, the others MUST've been from AJ. "Oh *****, I'm so sorry." AJ said walking over to you and hugging you. "Its ok Alex, JC is gone and I'm alright." You said looking down remembering the harsh words that were said. "But, I still love him..." You said as you started to cry once more. AJ hugged you again. "Its ok...." You cut him off. "Just say it Alex! I know, just say I told you so and be on your way." You said looking at AJ. "I'm not going to say that, sweetie, JC just has some screws lose upstairs, one day you'll find that someone, and if I like him, then he's probably a good guy." AJ said smiling. You looked up at Nick. "Probably." You half smiled as Nick smiled back. "Guys, I'm, going to my room, goodnight." You said hugging the group of people and walking to your room.

*KNOCK KNOCK* "Brian, get the door....": Leighanne mumbled. Brian yawed, 'who in the hell *looks at watch* damn, 1 in the mornin' Brian threw his shirt on and walked to open the door, on the other side stood a smiling Nickolas. "Nick? Damn, do you know what time it is?!" Brian exclaimed. "Ummmm, yeah, but I need to talk to you....please, I cant sleep and I need some advice, in my room?" Nick asked his bestfriend. "Fine!" Brian snapped. He shut the door and follwed Nick to his room. "OK, whats up?" Brian asked sitting down on Nick sofa. "Ok, when I was outside talking to **** about JC, we talked of course, then we stopped and time stood still and I kissed her...." Nick paused, "To make a long story short." Nick said. Brian signed. "Nicky, she JUST broke up with JC..." Nick cut him off. "I KNOW! Thats whats so frusturating, she looked so beautiful and devastated, I mean, Brian, I actaully think I'm falling for her." Nick said smiling. "Nick, *sighs* she JUST broke up with JC. I dont think, I dont think its time, you know?" Brian asked. "I know, she said the same thing, but its like all of a sudden I like my bestfriend, you know?" Nick asked. Brian nodded. "If it makes you feel any better, I think she really likes you too, and has for years, I mean you were her first kiss, and so, just, just give her time to get over JC and she'll appreciate you more than she ever appriecitated him...*pauses* make since?" Brian asked Nick. "Yeah, thanks Bri." Nick said slapping hands with his friend, "No problem!" Brian said walking out of Nick's room and back to his.

You were soud asleep in your room when there was a loud knock on your door. You opened your eyes and saw it read 7AM. "Who in the hell?" You said aloud as you put your robe on and wobbeled to the door. You opened it to find a smiling Kevin, Kristin, AJ, Nick, Howie, Brian and Leighanne. With a few bags in their hands. "Morning Sunshine!" Brian said as he scooted past you as the others followed. You looked at them like they were crazy barging in on you. "What do you want? I'm tired and I hve a migrain, and its not a good time, I wanna be ALONE!" You said stressing the word alone. "See, normany we'd leave you ALONE, but you left before opening any presents!" Kristin said as the others nodded. You sighed, knowing they'd never leave. You then went over to the couch and sat next to NICK. "Hey." You said smiling. "Hey." Nick replied. 'This is great, she doesn't hate me.' Nick thought smiling. "Soooo, what do I get to open first?" You asked looking at the people. "Well, this is from Krystal. She couldn't stay because she has a radio show in NY to do, but here you go." Brian said handing you her gift. You opened it and found a cute watch, on the inside its light blue, and the wristband is silver. "Wow, this is so pretty, I need to call her later." You said setting the time and slipping the watch on. "Ok, here open mine and Kevin's." Kristin said shoving a box into your face. You took the box and opened it to find that black leather jacket you've been DYING for. "OMG!!! I love it! Thanks you guys so much!" You said jumping up to hug Kris and Kev. They smiled and said "Your welcome." "Ok, this is from Brian and Leighanne." AJ said handing you a small sqaure box. "You opened it and found a bautiful diamond braclet. "Thanks guys, this is beautiful." You said hugging the two. "No problem." Brian said smiling. "Ok, now mine!" Howie said handing you a HUGE box. "Hmmmmm." You said as you opened it and found a bunch of that poppy pocorn stuff and a white rose, next to the rose a Victoria Secret gift card. You smiled. "Thank you D." You said hugging Howie. Everyone sort of galred at Howie. He's the lats one they'd exspect to get you something like THAT. "Alright, now open mine." AJ said handing you madium size box. You took off the lid and found a crystal, blue dolphine. You looked at AJ in awe. "Alex....this is beautiful. Thank you." You said hugging your brother. "Well, I got that one here, i didn't think you had it." AJ said to you knwoing your collected dolphines. "No, I dont have it. This just adds to my collection." You said sitting the box beside your feet. "Ok, here's mine." Nick said handing you en envolope. "I hope you...." nick was cut off by your, scream....I mean SCREACHING. "OMGGGGGGGG, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!" You said screaming and screaching on the top of your lungs, everyone covering their ears. "Damn Nick, what in the hell did you get her?" Brian asked. "Nick!! I loooooovvvve you!!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" You said hugging Nick as tight as you could. "What is it?" Leighanne asked. "Nick got me tickets to the one and only, the wonderful MADONNA!!!!!!!!!!! In LA. In like two weeks!!!!!" AHHHHHHH!" You said freaking out. "Ummmm, dont look at the seats.....I dunno what you'll do...." Nick was cut off again! "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SECOND ROW!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! Nick!!!! AHHH!! I love you!!!" You said hugging Nick again. "Hmmm, I wonder what *****'s favorite persent is?" Kristin said looking around. "Well, I think we should go, let **** calm down." Kevin said standing up as did the others. "Ok, well, we're all going out tonight, since its our last day, so we'll see you later? Ok?" AJ said kissing your cheek and wlaking out the door. You hugged the rest of the guys and girls, and then after hey were out, you grabbed Nick and pulled him back inside and shut the door. Nick just looked at you. "Nick, ummmm, how did you get these tickets? They've been solled out for months." You said eyeing Nick. "Well, being a BACKSTREET BOY does have its advantages." Nick said smiling. "Ummmm, thank you so much Nick, your the only person who knows how much I love Madonna." You said greatfully. "Well, I guess I should go, you have more stuff to open." Nick said backing up towards the door. "Well, ummm, do you wanna stay? Since we're not leaving till tonight?" You asked. "Sure, I guess." Nick said following you back into the 'livingroom'. "Ummm, let me just take a shower, and I'll be right back." You said sitting the tickets on your dresser and grabbing an outfit for the day. "Sure." Nick said sitting on the couch and turing on the TV. "Alright! Rugrats!" Nick said. You rolled your eyes and went into the bathroom.~*~*~~*~*~30 minutes later you emerged wearing a light pick halter top and cut off dark blue jean shorts. Nick gave you a good look over, then looked back at the cartoon 'SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS' before you noticed. "OK, So, ummmm, what are you gonna do today?" You asked sitting next to Nick. "Well, I was going to sleep untill one, but dumb ass Kevin HAD to wake me up." Nick said. "Awe, well, do you wanna watch a movie?" You asked. "Sure." Nick replied. You took the remote. You flpped through the channels and saw that your favorite classic was about to start, 'The Wizard of Oz.' "Look Nicky!" You said as it began. "Oh joy." Nick mumbeled. Afew minutes into the movie when Dorthy was singing 'Somehwere over the Rainbow.' You smiled and said, "Nick, this song is a classic...its great you guys should remake it....Nick?? Nicky????" You said you looked at him and smiled, he was already sleeping. Usually on boring movies he'd fall asleep like an hour into it. You smiled then turned your attention back to the movie. ~*2 Hours Later*~ You smiled at the movie, it was over and Nick was drooling. "Ewww! Nick wake upppppppp!" You said shaking him. "Is it over?" nick asked. "Yes, now get uuuuuup!" You said. "Good! That movie is gay as hell!" Nick said sitting up. "So, you never told me who your taking to the concert." Nick said. "You! DUH Nicky!" You said pushing him playfully. Nick just smiled. "*****, can I tell you something?" Nick asked. "Sure, you can tell me anything." You replied smiling. "Ummmm, I think you look so beautiful...." Nick said brushing a piece of your hair away from your face. You looked at your hands. "Thank you." You blushed. "Its true, so no need to thank me." Nick said looking away. ~*5 minutes Later*~ "*****?" Nick asked. "Yes?" "Ummm, I KNOW you just ended it with JC and all, but I had these feeling for you since before you and JC hooked up. I cant deny them, I really think you and me, should, ya know.....try it...." Nick stated looking at you as a tear fell down your face. "Nick, I've feelings for you too, but I was in love with JC...and this is all too soon. Every REAL boyfriend I've had has used me in some way, and I just cant deal with that again." You said as the tears started to fall freely. "I know, but do you ACTUALLY think I could do something like that? I'm Nick! I would never do anything to hurt you." Nick stated making you look at him. "I know...but I just broke up with JC! Cant you give me some time? Please???" You stated sadly as there was a knock at your door......

"Hang on." You sniffed to Nick then you got up and walked to the door, while you wipped your eyes. You opened the door and found "Brian! Whats up?" You asked blocking his vision, if he saw Nickolas in your room, WHO knows what he'll think. He's BRIAN for god sakes, Mr. Blabber mouth! "Ummm, I was looking for Nick, I wanted to know if he wanted to shoot some hoops, have you seen him?" Brian asked trying to look around you. "I'm in here Bri." Nick called out, Brian gently pushed passed you and walked over to his friend. "Why are you still here?" Brian asked looking at the two of you. "Ummm, we were just watching 'Wizard of Oz', actually I watched and Nick drooled, but its ok." You said shrugging. "OK....so Nicky, wanna shoot some hoops?" Brian asked twirling his b-ball on his fingure "Ummm, I'll meet you out there." Nick said, Brian nodded and left the room. "Listen ******, sorry about rishing all this crap on you, I need to respect your decision, lets act like this never happend? Aight?" Nick asked after Brian shut the door. You just stood there. I mean, there Nick was, your very bestfriend, I mean, nobody wants to hurt their bestfriend, and of course you DO have feelings for Nick, but your still in love with JC...it wouldn't be right...."Alright." You said looking down. Nick nodded, "*licks lips* I'm gonna go shoot hoops if you want me..." Nick said walking out and shutting the door. After Nick shut the door when he left, you went back into the 'bedroom' and decided just to sit alone in the quiet. Why couldn't Nick realize this is hurting you more than it is hurting him? You were interupted with your thoughts when the phone rang.

"Well, me and Kristin wer wondering if you wanna go catch a movie before we go out tonight?" She asked.

"Alrighty, it doesn't start for a hour, so we'll come by in about 30 minutes, ok?" She asked.

Hmmm, what can I do for thirty minutes? You thought looking around your room, then your eyes landed on the presents you still havent opened. You went and sat on the floor and grabbed a present off of the bed. "This is frooom, Krystal!" You said aloud opening the envolope. You read the certificate and it was $200 for 'Bath and Body works' you smiled, she knew you loved B&B. You sat the card next to you and grabbed another present, it was a small box, you looked at the name tag and it read read J and Brit. You opened it and saw a sliver braclet and it had a dolphone chram on it, you saw a card beside it, so you opened it and read, "Hey ***, me and Justin hope you have a GREAT birthday! It was awesome touring with ya! Love~Britney and Justin." You smiled, then grabbed another gift off of the bed. It didn't have a name tag, your shurgged it off and opened it, you saw two plantinum rings, that must've been a couple of thousand bucks, you took off the small crad attached to the ring and read what it said,

You closed the card and sighed, you however are still inlove with JC, but how cheesy..., lol, you then heard a knock on your door and you quickly put the ring back into the box memoing yourself to ship it back to JC once you got back into Orlando. You quickly walked to the door and opened it to find AJ. "Hey Alex, I thought we werent going out untill tonight?" You asked. "We are, I'm wondering if you've seen Nick or Brian, I cant seem to find them." AJ asked. "Ummmm, have you check the B-ball courts? Thats where they said they'd be." You said leaning against the door. "Oh, right, see ya later." AJ said walking down to the elevators. You smiled, what a dork. When no one can find Nick or Brian, YOU ALWAYS look for a basketball hoop, thats where the normally are. So after you shut the door, you decided to put your shoes on, and pack your things so you wouldn't have to worry about it the next morining, you'd have it all done:) You out on your pink addidas and started yo pack your presents, you'd open the rest of them on the plane tomarrow for something to do. You took out what you'r gonna wear that evening and then you and then you packed the rest. ~*MEANWHILE*~

Nick and Brian were taking free throws and arguing, Brian decided to ask Nick what was going on later, alone, cuz he figured someone would hear their discussion if he brought it up now. "Whatever Brian, that is bullshit." Nick stated thowing the ball into the hoop. "Nick, its a FACT! Spiderman is a better superhero...." Cut off by Nick. "Than Batman?! Whatever Brian." Nick said as Brian took his shot. "Nick, spiderman can walk on walls and has the web stuff." Brian said thwoing Nick the ball. "And Batman has the BATMOBILE!" Brian rolled his eyes. "All batman has is the batmobile!" Brian said lazily looking dumbly at his friend. "Yes AND he has bat girl and Robin!" Nick paused, "Did I mention the AWESOME batmobile?!" Nick asked looking at Brian before tossing the ball into the hoop again. "And spiderman and spiderwoman." Brian argued. Nick rolled his eyes as the two men heard a voice behind them..."C'mon! Everyone knowd the TICK is the best!" Brian and Nick turned around and looked at AJ like he was an alien. "The Tick?!" They both said in unision. "Of course." AJ said looking at the men. Brian and Nick started laughing so hard, like its the funniest thing in the world. "Whats so funny?" AJ asked looking at Nick and Brian as they fell to the floor in fits of laughter. "Dumbasses!" AJ taking the basketball out of Brian's hands and attempting to make a basket, which didn't do over so well. The boys looked at the ball way behind the basket ball hoop and then they looked at AJ, then at eachother and they laughed harder! "Shut up, damn, at least I tried, pool is my game anyways, not fucking basketball." AJ stated looking at Brian, then at Nick. Nick had a 'yeah right' look on his face. AJ rolled his eyes, "Anyways, what I cam down here for was not to talk about superheros like 10 year old boys do, I wanted to ask you......"

Chapter 34

"Anyways, I wanted to know what club we're gonna go to tonight?" AJ asked looking at his two friends. Brian and Nick looked at eachother and shrugged. "Thanks guys, great help!" AJ said sarcasticly and walked away. "So, Umm, Nick. why was **** so upset when I came over to see if you were there." Brian asked bluntly."Ummm, she wasent upset, www...why?" Nick asked shooting the ball and missing. "Nick dont give me that bullshit, I was listening at the door....I know what was going on....why cant she just have some time? I know you like her more than a friend and stuff, but she just broke up with JC, cant you understand that?" Brian asked walking back with the ball and standing infront of Nick. "I know Rok, and I'm giving up, when she's ready, I'll be here...I guess thats all I can do..." Nick said looking down.

You were just lazily laying on your bed flipping through the tv channels when there was a knock at your door. You got up and found Kristin and Leighanne on the otherside. "Hey guys, let me get my purse and we can go." You said smiling. "Aight." Leighanne said. You grabbed your small black backpack purse and grabbed your room key and headed out with your firends. On the way out Leighanne wanted to stop by the b-ball court to tell Brian bye and stuff. "Brian." Leighanne called out to her husband. "Oh, hey sweetie, whats up?" Brian asked kissing his wife. You and Nick glanced at eachother and looked away, you couldn't even look at him now. This is so awkward... You thought, Kristin thought something was going on, you and Nick never stay in the same room or place and not talk...NEVER. Mental Note; talk to ***** about Nick... Kristin thought. "Alright lets go." Leighanne said as the three women walked out of the b-ball court and out of the motel's main enterance. On the way to the movie theatre, (FYI; you guys are walking cuz its only 2 blocks away) it was quiet, but then Kristin spoke up. "OK, enough of this silence! **** what in gods name is going on with you and Nick?" Krisitn paused. "You didn't even speak to him when Leigh was talking to Bri, whats going on?" Kristin asked. You were shocked, thats a question you didn't expect. "Nothing Kris, we just didn't have nothing to say...."You said trailing off. "What? Dont give us that crap *****, whats going on! I'm dying to know! I'll find out one way or another...." Kristin said. "Well, I'll tell you, but you cant say ANYTHING! Please." You said looking at Kristin and Leighanne. "Promise." Leighanne said. "Me too." Kristin said anxiously. "Ok, me and Nick were watching 'The Wizrd of Oz' like earlier this morning, after everyone left, and he said he wants to date me, and stuff." You said as you three crossed the street. "For real?" Leighanne asked as you guys stood in line to buy the tickets for the show. "For really, I still love JC and I'm not ready to jump into another relationship. I told Nick and he's a little upset, even though he's trying to hide it." You said as Kristin offered to pay for yours and Leighanne's ticket. "3 adults for '40 Days and 40 Nights'." Kristin stated. "I need to see some ID." The man said bluntly. "Excuse me?" Kristin asked looking at the man. "You have to be 17 to get into R rated movies, I need some ID please." The man said. Kristin smiled. "Here ya go." She said showing the man her drivers lincence. He looked at the age and nodded, Kristin payed for the tickets and you three walked inside. "Damn Kris, your beaming, why are you so happy?" Leighanne asked. "Because he thought I was under 17, I cant wait to tell Kev!" Kristin exclaimed. You just shook your head. "Guys, I'll get the snakes, what do yall want?" You asked standing infront of theatre 12. "I want pink lemonade and gummy bears." Leighanne said. "Ummm, I'll have a cherry coke and Recees pecees." Kristin said. "Alrighty, I'll be right back." You said to the girls, they nodded and walked into the theatre as you stood in line.

"Fullhouse, read em' and weap boys..." AJ said laying his cards on the table. Howie and Kevin threw their cards down in shame. To kill some time D., Bone, and Train decided to play poker, which AJ was winning at the moment. "Kev, is that your cell?" Howie asked as he heard the sound of 'Zipadedoda' echo throughout the room. "Yea, Hello?" Kevin answered. "Hey sweetie, guess what?" "Kristin? I thought you were at the movies." Kevin asked. "We ARE, but I just gotta tell you something, and the previews havent even started." Kristin said excitedly, Leighanne just rolled her eyes.

"Alright, go ahead." Kevin said. So Kristin told him the story. "Wow, thats great honey." Kevin said. "I know! Well, I'll let you go, love you!" Kristin said. "Me too, bye bye baby." Kevin said then hung up.

"Thanks girl." Kristin said aking her stuff from ****'s hands. "Damn, I fee so cheap, I havent bought anything yet." Leighanne said laughing. "Thats ok, its all good Leigh." You said as your phone rang, "I'll be right back." You whispered to the girls as you walked into the lobby to take your call.